夢の中に : In the middle of my dreams...

And yes people! I have moved!

2008-08-17T21:16:00.003+08:00

If anyone did remembered reading all me moving to wordpress, yea. I finally am done with my shifting, so from now on, please proceed to the new wordpress burogu :D

*http://www.tsun13.wordpress.com*

a shoutout to Wei Long , my email is as of below(just in case you didn't notice it at the tagboard) :

rena_joy AT hotmail dot com

Just put the symbols as to where they are as I do not want spam bots infesting in my email inbox if I were to put my whole email here. :)

an obligatory yoroshiku onegaishimasu :) I see you guys over at the new blog. See you then ^_^

Colouring with Photoshop

2008-08-17T20:25:00.003+08:00

yes, I know it's fugly. T_T; Will try harder next time round desuuuuuuu~

My verdict? I sucks at colouring and using Photoshop. 超下手よな～ ._. *wipes sweat*

but being the first time touching digital media, let's just say I managed to make the first step in coloring(control + z became a real effective weapon to use for noobs like me ^_^;)

Unspeakable, Unthinkable, Unfathomable

2008-08-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

I had a slight tiff with my sister, which is around some minutes ago.

My sister was almost as astonished as if I have never studied in my whole life before. I didn't really blame her for that for when I'm busy moving my mugger ass studying, she never really did see that for herself. Then again, I mug for the sake of myself, I don't really give a hot damn whether people did see that I did put in my effort. (My mum, dad and sisters rants to me that all the time) I felt rather insulted because it's almost as to accusing me to things I had never done before.

I had never exclaimed before I wish to be an elite in my own studies, as long I'm contended with my performance, that's almost the end of that particular chapter. That's it, as simple as that. Even to scoring your average-sit-on-the-fence grade, as long I'm contended, that's fine.

But my sister begs to differ. Her concept to mugging is entire different from me. I have no idea whether if it had to do with horoscope(she's a Scorpio btw, the 2 Scorpio-s I know has the same mugging pattern.) She can mug the whole day, sustaining her television program diet and even away from the computer for the whole day. These are things that I can't do without, I will DIE should I not go touch the computer for the whole day. So there she go, assuming the stats of me using the computer is of a greater proportion to mugging(i wonder where the heck she can get those stats from) and those grandmother tales that she never fail to repeat.

I'm just plain speechless to what she had to say. I mean, what's the use of countering that especially with my lousy scores?(to her) I was going to like, "I don't see the point in explaining things you do not believe, if you don't there's nothing much I can do."

Just as she was gonna repeat her grandmother tales again, I did manage to shut her up with a "Look, I got a 19 because I did studied for it and if I don't, I probably get worse grade than this. I'm happy with it, That's it."

She paused for a while, a bit defeated(for the first time I did managed to shut my sister up in this manner, okay...I'm a sadist..I know) and walking off with a "This is your life, not mine."

It's rather maddening when you have to harp on your lousy grade in front of your sister at times, this isn't the first time this tiff happened, I'm sure I would have to repeat this in the future too, until she get her O level score. How I wish that to happen soon enough, I'm getting tired of her pre-O level preach pretty soon.

for those who are worried for my sister and myself(be glad if there's one. LOL!!!) nah, one great thing about my sisters and I is that we never hold those overnight grudges, I'm grateful for that, let's just say I have to give credit to my Mum. wakekeke!

I almost couldn't sleep a wink last night, so I kept staring at my white cellning all along before I decided to kope the cd player from my sisters' room and play old japanese songs. So nostalgic I tell you!

Nostalgia

2008-08-16T00:57:00.004+08:00

"Nostalgia is for those who doesn't wish to turn old" - Troy, The Resident Tourist

Well said.

The Resident Tourist is rather awesome local comic to read on. ;) recommend locals to really check this out.

2 hours and counting...

3 months.

2008-08-15T02:09:00.001+08:00

...the time I took to complete Persona 3 FES.

I'm happy for finally finishing the answer arc, one thing is that, no more leveling up and fighting mini bosses and realized after defeating one, there's stronger ones at the back of those doors. The agony -_- but the reason as to why I persisted to the point of completing the game is because after defeating several mini bosses, you will be awarded with a video that consists of the character's past. This is the only part I loved about the answer arc cause I'm those who are just too freaking lazy to level up my characters, but for the sake of watching those videos which usually lasted less than 10 minutes, ah wells.

At the same time, I felt a twinge of sadness as well. Now that I'm left with nothing to play, except*coughSilentHill2cough* and I think my ps2 will see its light only around December, the dust accumulated should be enough to choke a kid by then. I kid. Do forgive the pun intended XD

Departing sure is depressing, yea? ; w ; I was like bawling all the way once the Main Character shown his face for the first time in the answer arc.

and hell yes, thank Haruhi that the answer arc is a happy ending :) It's just so comforting to know that.

At the meantime, I did keep tab on what's going on with P4(which meant to say, I watched the video walkthrough in another words) It's just so tempting to watch the rest, but for the sake of not spoiling myself too much, I gave up the thought instantly. I have never desired December to pass by so quickly before. lol

NAOTO IZ <3

but gosh, Naoto really is the love~8D and lol, beware for your resident kuma might be a trap~!

WARNING : Potential Mugger At Work

2008-08-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

Just as the title suggests :

With a little touch of photoshop magic ^^;

With that, 3/4 done for DSTR and starting at DBMS at the point of typing.

And oh, she bites too. :D

ps: I burnt my own finger by myself...how dumb can I actually get...so much for the mugging -_-

Quote.

2008-08-14T01:46:00.001+08:00

As quoted from one the variety show I watched yesterday :

"It all boils down to one thing, and that is talent"

*holding back tears* Things sucks when nothing turns out right. Trying not to give up desu!
~~although it's true I haz no talent =x~~

*hums Utada Hikaru's "Keep Tryin"*

*rolls on floor*

With that said, think I need a good night rest before I get emo-ified. DX

*groans*

Do You Remember Love?

2008-08-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

This is one outstanding Alto-hime in any way you can see...er..her!

If I were to pick my most favourite song out of the Macross Frontier...Do You Remember Love(Ai Oboetemasu ka) definitely takes the cake.

So being bored(I'm trying to forget the fact that my exams are starting next week *whistles*) I thought if I could put my understanding skills to the limit : translate the song.

Mind you, my Japanese understanding standard aren't really that outstanding, but just wanna know where I stand. hur hur. XD

it may not be 100% correct, but heck, no one would pretty much bothers about that XD

Kanji

今あなたの声が聴こえる
「ここにおいで」と
淋しさに負けそうなわたしに
今あなたの姿が見える
歩いてくる
目を閉じて待っているわたしに
昨日まで涙でくもってた
心は今…
おぼえていますか目と目が会った時を
おぼえていますか手と手が触れあった時
それは初めての愛の旅立ちでした
I love you, so
もうひとりぼっちじゃない
あなたがいるから…

Romanji

Ima anata no koe ga kikoeru
"koko ni oide" to
samishisa ni makesouna watashi ni

ima anata no sugata ga mieru
aruitekuru
me o tojite matteiru watashi ni
kinou made namida de motteta
kokoro wa ima...
oboeitemasuka me to me ga aitte toki o
oboeitemasuka te to te ga fureatta toki
sore wa hajimeteno ai no tabitachi deshita
I love you so..
Mou hikari bochhi jya nai
anata ga iru kara...

English
Now, I can hear your voice,
saying "Come here"
As I have been defeated by loneliness

Now, I can see you
walking towards me...
With my eyes closed, and waiting
Till yesterday I held onto my tears
Now, my heart is...
Do you remember? The time when our eyes meet
Do you remember? The time when our hands touch
That was the first time I set out my love journey
I love you so..
I'm no longer lonely
For you are right here

Chinese(LOL!)

如今，我听到你对已被寂寞打败的我说：
“过来这里。”

如今，我看见你
走过眼睛正闭着，在等待的我
昨天为止是抱着眼泪的
现在我的心是...

你还记得吗？当我们的眼对到对方时
你还记得吗？当我们的手触碰到对方时
那是我第一次展开我的爱之旅
I love you so..
我再也不孤单
因为有你在身旁。

yes yes, I do know there's a major difference between the Chinese and English translation. My Chinese really sucks now and I do know the exact idiom to portray what I'm doing : 搬门弄斧 (hope I get it correct XDD)

so fun~ but then again, I do really think I should start revising my Kanji now since there's finally jap lessons starting next semester*dances around the room* There's just way too much questions I wish to bomb the teacher on japanese classes. LOL. I'm such a pesky student. D:

okay, for now(hopefully), time to move my ass to do some serious mugging.

Something to keep your spirits up :)

2008-08-12T02:31:00.005+08:00

I cant help but to view the resident tokyo storm tropper(yes! Danny Choo! and not forgetting Hector from kirai.net) video whenever I needed some gag. This definitely helps, now that I feel rather high with those laughing. XD

if not for him, I can say I have zero interest with Star Wars. With him dancing around Tokyo(gotta take my hat off him for that) just makes me want to dance in one too. Then again, that stormtropper outfit cause a bomb! With my expenses, guess it aint a good idea, huh?

Rock on with the Rick Tropper! :D

ps: got a little progress with the drawing this time round. Finally broke the "draw one page" record and started to dribble on two! ^^; not fantastic enough to goof around, but I'm still rather happy that I'm moving a step by step into improving.

sketch of the week/month

2008-08-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

yes, taken with my 2mp camera phone :D

kaka. drew this for quite some time, and I hardly have the time(aka. I'm lazy ^^v) to scan it up, though that's besides the point. hur hur.

anyways, I'm quite pleased as I think that my drawing of hands are improving with each drawing and I still need to put some effort on my drawing of shoes(as you can see, still am very weak with them -_-)

and i did tried my second attempt to paint. it turns out real fugly as expected. However, every obstacles you get to learn something...I learned the mixture of colors this time round.

Shall continue to work hard and mug for the incoming examinations to come!

ps: am in love with Safari's user interface. Yet, I still find FF3 more useful than Safari's after using for around 2 weeks? haha!

*ponders on what to write for the next post*

The problem with Cosplaying...

2008-08-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

D·風牙護 cosplaying as 御子柴笑太 (Mikoshiba Shouta)

..it ought to be this. It came, time and time again whenever I set my eyes on certain cosplayers, I would sometimes question their real gender.

I do silly things like that, I know. Then again, that's because my curiosity never know its boundaries^^;

anyways, It's much thanks to this particular cosplayer(whom is a she, FYI *major heartbreak*) that lead me to reading DOLLS by naked ape. It was a terrific fun to read on(which is kinda like a guy-only manga...cause in volume 1, most characters appearing are guys! D: sounds like yaoi no? LOL! but the captain is so damn hawt! XDDD) under the accompany of plentiful bishouen and kick-ass actions...what more can I actually ask for?

speaking of which, I'm currently lusting for their Drama CD, yet I couldn't get my dirty paws on them for some reasons. T_T; A lookie on the cast itself (I quoted from Wiki):

Suzumura Kenichi as Shouta Mikoshiba
Miyano Mamoru as Seiju Shikibu
Takahiro Sakurai as Usaki Toudou
Fukuyama Jun as Tamao Hasui

...like ZOMG! with Miyano and Takahiro, this drama cd simply screams full of "I WANT!!! I WANT!!!111ONEONEEONEE (I think I'm sounding like a fudoshi already -_-)

and man, she really did a good job in cosplaying Shouta taichou! my camera does no justice when shooting her during the cosfest though -_- will be looking out for her in the next cosplay event! (IF I'm able to, that is)

lol. I'm running out things to write. *pouts*

and oh, I'm intending to shift all these into the wordpress platform pretty soon, the fact that I'm 80% done shifting already. Would inform you guys once I'm done shifting ^_^

Buffering period

2008-08-07T23:45:00.003+08:00

Blushing Maya is always teh moe ;D

....thus the reason as to why that's not much updates, that's to say, there's simply nothing to blog much about.
Exams are almost around the corner(2 weeks more, to be more precise) and after that is my wonderful almost 2 months worth holidays waiting for me to glomp. Of course, I'm not gonna slack and waste my precious holidays, I would have to work hard to earn my first pro-compact camera! :D it's nothing much to be compared to those who aims to buy a dslr, for I think I'm just too noob to hold on such a wonderful instrument, albeit the fact that I should be able to afford a cheaper dslr(sony, anyone? *smiles*). I'm learning quite a lot from my casio digital camera, so I'm thinking I can do a little well more once I get used to the pro-compact, hopefully, the next target, which is in the years to come, to get a dslr once I believe I can handle them. hahas!

anyways, it's quiz time!(hope Lingli doesnt mind that I took her quiz and decided to kill my own time instead ^^;)

Q: How many best friends you have?
A: OH SHIT. I CAN'T COUNT FOR NUTS. D:

Q: Which category they are from? (pri, sec, etc.)
A:you mean as to hazel nuts, almonds kind? I believe they kinda fit in the 'nutcase' catergory *runs for her own life*

Q: How long you have known them?
A: Long, longer than you think *smiles*

Q: How do you get to know them?
A: My neighbor's squrriel smuggled the wrong area and stuffed it at my house's celling. Foolish animals.

Q: Describe something about each of them.
A: Nuts? DDDD:

Q: Describe an unforgettable incident you and your best friend(s) had.
A:Unforgetable? gah, please. I can only remember the times we get together ^^;

Q: Describe what you are looking into when finding a best friend.
A: If this can work, I think the first thing to state is that they must be rich. pfft. Bascially is just you reap what you sow. That's all.

What if your best friend(s)...

Q: Betrays/backstabs you?
A:Sorry, NEXT! but then again, for a person like me, what good use is that to backstab or betray me for? -_-;

Q: Doesn't want to be with you anymore because he/she has made new group of friends?
A: DIE, YOU SHALOW WOMAN/MAN! LOL!
this is what you called as a best friend? Sure wasted your time....NEXT!

Q: Steals your bf/gf?
A: of course, she gets the 'School Days' treatment. and trust a best friend to do that, YOU HAVE WASTED YOUR TIME AGAIN. how many times you want to waste time? Life is precious leh! NEXT!

Q: Lies to you?
A: As if no one ever tell lies, tsk tsk. Don't be a hyprocrite. I tell lies too. hur hur.

Q: Avoids you when you are in trouble?
A: Aww....D: *dumps few lines of vuglarities* kthxbye. *grins*

Q: Choose his/her gf/bf instead of going out with you?
HAHA. Too bad lors, *wishes a faster breakup* NO LA. Life goes on anyways, as long it doesn't affect me :D

It's more as if a wish had really come true.

2008-08-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

I think I get easily contended with very trivial stuffs.

I mean...I still can't tame my excitement after hours knowing that dannychoo had added me in flickr.

I was like...man. Totally shocked. D:

I understand many wouldn't understand why I'm feeling this way, after all, you would share the same excitement with me if you knew who Danny Choo is ^^

I'm still excited though. ^_^;

原来眼角看不到的地方另藏更广大的天空

2008-08-04T22:38:00.001+08:00

今天改写华文好了！若哪里写错的话，得请大大的原谅！哈哈，今天的标题也是塔地铁的时候想出来的！

今天大概没睡好，搞得脾气七上八下的。但是总觉得老被人误会似的，当然会不爽啊。但是解释多了也几乎没什么用，所以就懒得狡辩还是干嘛的。我生活还是过得太谢意了一点~*笑*

明天可是个重要的日子啊，好多个礼拜的努力可别因为一个死人明天而荒废啊~*大哭*

ps.但是还是不知觉得看了一眼。*炸飞* 奉劝小朋友偷看被人的背影可是恶习啊，可别学会哦！*二次被炸飞*

Emotional

2008-08-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

After a good long wait of almost a year now(no kidding), I finally get my hands on vol. 18 of Nana.

No wonder the slow update of Nana series, it turned out that the author is facing some illness and is nursing in the hospital. D: Gawd, hope she comes out fine.

vol.18 totally is just too sad, never mind the entangled relationship shared among the main and the sub characters(Takumi can burn in the depths of hell for all I care), I just feel a subtle sense of sorrow and despair intertwining throughout the whole book. It's just too sad to carry on.... ; w ;

Watching Anime at National Tv

2008-08-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

Man, had it been ages since I last watched my animes at national tv. To hell with tv when you have the internet! *coughts* Anyways, I was switching over Art Central's channel after done watching one of my variety shows, and realised that D.gray Man was airing, so decided to watch it just for the sheer fun of it although I just cant be bothered to watch it ever since episode 18. LOL

Anyways, I was surprised how fast the anime's story went in compared as the manga(which I'm currently following) and as a fangirl, I'm so super pleased that my Kanda-sama is still kicking alive(still tsun as ever!), just knew it. In anime's physics, main characters can never die. wakakakaka!

baww, enough of my fangirl's moment. It's back to project. x_x;

Guilty Pleasure

2008-08-01T21:04:00.001+08:00

どても美味しいのアイスクリームです！いただきます!ｗｗｗｗｗｗｗ

Had a wonderful time today, although I was supposed to do some shooting with my lovely Figmas, but being tormented with exhaust, I gave up the thought of doing so and tuck them safely into my bag. :D

shall do some update on the flower festival and some what-have-you-s soon, since I need to do some touch-ups with the project. -_-;

Racking the brains

2008-07-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

One of my favourite cosplayer, Jesuke-san! :D *points to Alto cosplayer*

shifting some stuffs over to my hard disk, and while this might take a while, I thought of writing of what happened today.

one slight relief of the day, we are just one step away(I hope) to completion from our nightmare-filled project which no doubt did, came back to haunt us during our unofficial presentation(thank Haruhi that this is just a trial, I couldn't shudder to think if the presentation is for real.)

Anyways, spending sleep-derived days on this damn-I-hope-this-ends-faster project was indeed worthwhile, if only the teacher's remarks could be trusted in the first place. One part of me was drowned in ultimate glee yet another, trying to not get contended with this instant awe-inspiring moment since this project ain't gonna end just yet. It's ironic, I know. LOL ;D

And after this nightmare reached its end(which is soon by the way), I'm gonna do something to my blogroll and paste a new banner for my blog.

And for now, I shall rack my tiny brain about implementing the design. Can I put this out successfully?well...only tomorrow knows :)

oh, I took Figma Lelouch *whatever-have-you name*out for the day, it's a hella long name so it's everyone's well-known Lulu for short.

And seeing the paint scrap and cracks found on Lulu's chest made my heart broke a little ; w ; sadly, I realised it a little too late and wasn't able to make an exchange at La Tendo. Ah wells, talk about luck. haha

Marco-shot. ^^;

Lulu, sadly and not surprisingly, was only recognized by 2 classmates of mine, and I deliberately flashed it towards my anime classmate just for the sake of allowing her to switch on her fangirl mode. Yet, before I could get my "Just As Planned" moment, she gave a shriek and looked more disgusted more than anything
-_-;

and geez! it's 10 plus now, shall watch Mythbusters before whacking the design stuffs. Today's the airing of 100th episode special, a must see!

ps: WHOOTS, ROCK ON, I learned so much purely from the 100th episode special alone, man, if only psychics and chemistry lessons were as entertaining as this in my secondary school education. =/

Adieus~

I get paranoid in such a dead hour. So, sue me

2008-07-30T03:17:00.002+08:00

....especially when programs just doesnt work the way you wanted. Adds on to the anger.

and i did asked for help this time round, except that the kind help that rendered(i really appreciated, mind you) made me look dumb for that split second.

I was rather anticipating for some witty comment that goes along the lines like "oh look, your sql query is wrong and thus this is your linkage problem..." and the likes. but hell no, it didn't, it's much of the opposite!

Ah wells, I must be too paranoid right now. So, i need some sleep...4 more hours and I need to go for my next class.

In before whacking codes.

2008-07-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

I wish I could sleep too now....; w ;

3 days more before the deadline ends and the part that i happened to be doing, which happened to be my most confident part, decided to fail on me today when we actually started to integrated the entire project together!

Oh, I'm just so lucky, I kid you not.*sarcasm intended* I'm turning weary with the monstrous lack of sleep and also annoyed the number of times the program refused to bear with the results I wanted, the bane of every programmers' life, I guess.

As long as this weeks ends, I'm so gonna do something to my sleep-derived life.

HOMG. ASTOUNDING CUTE.

2008-07-27T19:08:00.006+08:00

lolwutz? did u just say it's Summer Wonfes Exclusive?!

maa ii ka~ all i have to do is just to tell myself it's a good thing that it didn't actually burn my wallet in buying this diabetic piece of awesome cute plastic *consoles self*

but looking from Mika-tan's burogu, Hatsune Nendoroid Winter Wonfes exclusive is just too cute to resist! *finger points finger* I would really drop it in my to-buy list if it aint exclusive at the first place!

AINT THEY CUTE!!!? T___T

*refrains from breaking a pool of tears*

and it comes along with a set of stickers with cute expression which you can use them to plaster on your faceless Hatsune Miku. Through Mika-tan's blog, you see that there are varied ways to put those stickers into good use in beauti- i mean cute-ify your accessories among you. lol

Ingenious Plan

2008-07-27T17:48:00.002+08:00

...NOT

This is the view I get to see every time i used the com.

Can you spot the difference? Cookies on me to those who could ^_^

and lol, you bet the light bulb cant be used with obvious reasons XD

Thus, the devil whispers.

2008-07-27T13:49:00.001+08:00

I can't stop playing Seikan Hikou, (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆ Deculture!

Reaching the bottleneck soon, not that I'm unwilling to ask, it's better to phase that I do not really know what I want to ask! Rather a horrifying thought to encounter at the near of completion.

CAN'T GIVE UP! OBSTACLES ARE HERE TO MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON! GO! GO! GO!
don't mind me, I just need some self-motivation. For currently, I'm on the verge to getting hysteric, albeit more on the the cranky side.

Let's get this over and done with! My current goal of the day! GO! GO! GO!

Guu~Not feeling very great about this. =|

For posterity's sake.

2008-07-26T01:27:00.001+08:00

Just.This.Once

I shouldn't be held responsible should your eyes be burnt. I HAZ NO MONNIES FOR YOU if that is to happen!

Embrace the (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆'s culture!

See you in the next Deculture!*zaps out*

Piping hot question.

2008-07-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to entertain questions that concerns about my sexual preference anymore. It just irritates me to answer the same answer over and over again. Yes, I love my moe 2D girls, is there any wrong to that? It's not as if I'm committing some major offences and most of all(mmkay aside from*coughdownloadingcough*), I'm just pursing what my hobby's parameters allows me to, and of course in 3D, I opt for the opposite sex to be my partner. BUT, since there's no one available to do so, hence back I go, to my 2D dreamland.

Then again, I can't really blame those who asked though, after all, they are generally from a total different league from me. Which is to say, differences in interest. Of course, I have never intended to change their mind set they hold for their interests and insists them to have the same of as I do. They are what they are, and I embrace the fact they are so. Which explains the reason why I existed. Of course credits has to go to my mum and dad, but without you guys, I wouldn't shudder to think where I have ended up with. So, half the credits belonged to any single of you, my friend, the you who is reading this very sentence and not get turned off but what I written on the first paragraph. >_o

this is rather perplexing and contradicting statement I wish to state...but...ehh to...ehh to...
~~*coughiwishtodosomeindoorcosplaycough*~~

^^; those who know what I talking about, just keep it in your heart and pretend you see nothing, alright?

those who didn't catch what I'm referring to, why...that's good. I mean..really! ^^

Life is indeed short yo people, do what you want before you go 6 feet under, ya?