夢の中に : In the middle of my dreams...

HARLOW

2009-12-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

And yes people! I have moved!

2008-08-17T21:16:00.003+08:00

If anyone did remembered reading all me moving to wordpress, yea. I finally am done with my shifting, so from now on, please proceed to the new wordpress burogu :D

*http://www.tsun13.wordpress.com*

a shoutout to Wei Long , my email is as of below(just in case you didn't notice it at the tagboard) :

rena_joy AT hotmail dot com

Just put the symbols as to where they are as I do not want spam bots infesting in my email inbox if I were to put my whole email here. :)

an obligatory yoroshiku onegaishimasu :) I see you guys over at the new blog. See you then ^_^

Colouring with Photoshop

2008-08-17T20:25:00.003+08:00

yes, I know it's fugly. T_T; Will try harder next time round desuuuuuuu~

My verdict? I sucks at colouring and using Photoshop. 超下手よな～ ._. *wipes sweat*

but being the first time touching digital media, let's just say I managed to make the first step in coloring(control + z became a real effective weapon to use for noobs like me ^_^;)

Unspeakable, Unthinkable, Unfathomable

2008-08-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

I had a slight tiff with my sister, which is around some minutes ago.

My sister was almost as astonished as if I have never studied in my whole life before. I didn't really blame her for that for when I'm busy moving my mugger ass studying, she never really did see that for herself. Then again, I mug for the sake of myself, I don't really give a hot damn whether people did see that I did put in my effort. (My mum, dad and sisters rants to me that all the time) I felt rather insulted because it's almost as to accusing me to things I had never done before.

I had never exclaimed before I wish to be an elite in my own studies, as long I'm contended with my performance, that's almost the end of that particular chapter. That's it, as simple as that. Even to scoring your average-sit-on-the-fence grade, as long I'm contended, that's fine.

But my sister begs to differ. Her concept to mugging is entire different from me. I have no idea whether if it had to do with horoscope(she's a Scorpio btw, the 2 Scorpio-s I know has the same mugging pattern.) She can mug the whole day, sustaining her television program diet and even away from the computer for the whole day. These are things that I can't do without, I will DIE should I not go touch the computer for the whole day. So there she go, assuming the stats of me using the computer is of a greater proportion to mugging(i wonder where the heck she can get those stats from) and those grandmother tales that she never fail to repeat.

I'm just plain speechless to what she had to say. I mean, what's the use of countering that especially with my lousy scores?(to her) I was going to like, "I don't see the point in explaining things you do not believe, if you don't there's nothing much I can do."

Just as she was gonna repeat her grandmother tales again, I did manage to shut her up with a "Look, I got a 19 because I did studied for it and if I don't, I probably get worse grade than this. I'm happy with it, That's it."

She paused for a while, a bit defeated(for the first time I did managed to shut my sister up in this manner, okay...I'm a sadist..I know) and walking off with a "This is your life, not mine."

It's rather maddening when you have to harp on your lousy grade in front of your sister at times, this isn't the first time this tiff happened, I'm sure I would have to repeat this in the future too, until she get her O level score. How I wish that to happen soon enough, I'm getting tired of her pre-O level preach pretty soon.

for those who are worried for my sister and myself(be glad if there's one. LOL!!!) nah, one great thing about my sisters and I is that we never hold those overnight grudges, I'm grateful for that, let's just say I have to give credit to my Mum. wakekeke!

I almost couldn't sleep a wink last night, so I kept staring at my white cellning all along before I decided to kope the cd player from my sisters' room and play old japanese songs. So nostalgic I tell you!

Nostalgia

2008-08-16T00:57:00.004+08:00

"Nostalgia is for those who doesn't wish to turn old" - Troy, The Resident Tourist

Well said.

The Resident Tourist is rather awesome local comic to read on. ;) recommend locals to really check this out.

2 hours and counting...

3 months.

2008-08-15T02:09:00.001+08:00

...the time I took to complete Persona 3 FES.

I'm happy for finally finishing the answer arc, one thing is that, no more leveling up and fighting mini bosses and realized after defeating one, there's stronger ones at the back of those doors. The agony -_- but the reason as to why I persisted to the point of completing the game is because after defeating several mini bosses, you will be awarded with a video that consists of the character's past. This is the only part I loved about the answer arc cause I'm those who are just too freaking lazy to level up my characters, but for the sake of watching those videos which usually lasted less than 10 minutes, ah wells.

At the same time, I felt a twinge of sadness as well. Now that I'm left with nothing to play, except*coughSilentHill2cough* and I think my ps2 will see its light only around December, the dust accumulated should be enough to choke a kid by then. I kid. Do forgive the pun intended XD

Departing sure is depressing, yea? ; w ; I was like bawling all the way once the Main Character shown his face for the first time in the answer arc.

and hell yes, thank Haruhi that the answer arc is a happy ending :) It's just so comforting to know that.

At the meantime, I did keep tab on what's going on with P4(which meant to say, I watched the video walkthrough in another words) It's just so tempting to watch the rest, but for the sake of not spoiling myself too much, I gave up the thought instantly. I have never desired December to pass by so quickly before. lol

NAOTO IZ <3

but gosh, Naoto really is the love~8D and lol, beware for your resident kuma might be a trap~!

WARNING : Potential Mugger At Work

2008-08-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

Just as the title suggests :

With a little touch of photoshop magic ^^;

With that, 3/4 done for DSTR and starting at DBMS at the point of typing.

And oh, she bites too. :D

ps: I burnt my own finger by myself...how dumb can I actually get...so much for the mugging -_-

Quote.

2008-08-14T01:46:00.001+08:00

As quoted from one the variety show I watched yesterday :

"It all boils down to one thing, and that is talent"

*holding back tears* Things sucks when nothing turns out right. Trying not to give up desu!
~~although it's true I haz no talent =x~~

*hums Utada Hikaru's "Keep Tryin"*

*rolls on floor*

With that said, think I need a good night rest before I get emo-ified. DX

*groans*

Do You Remember Love?

2008-08-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

This is one outstanding Alto-hime in any way you can see...er..her!

If I were to pick my most favourite song out of the Macross Frontier...Do You Remember Love(Ai Oboetemasu ka) definitely takes the cake.

So being bored(I'm trying to forget the fact that my exams are starting next week *whistles*) I thought if I could put my understanding skills to the limit : translate the song.

Mind you, my Japanese understanding standard aren't really that outstanding, but just wanna know where I stand. hur hur. XD

it may not be 100% correct, but heck, no one would pretty much bothers about that XD

Kanji

今あなたの声が聴こえる
「ここにおいで」と
淋しさに負けそうなわたしに
今あなたの姿が見える
歩いてくる
目を閉じて待っているわたしに
昨日まで涙でくもってた
心は今…
おぼえていますか目と目が会った時を
おぼえていますか手と手が触れあった時
それは初めての愛の旅立ちでした
I love you, so
もうひとりぼっちじゃない
あなたがいるから…

Romanji

Ima anata no koe ga kikoeru
"koko ni oide" to
samishisa ni makesouna watashi ni

ima anata no sugata ga mieru
aruitekuru
me o tojite matteiru watashi ni
kinou made namida de motteta
kokoro wa ima...
oboeitemasuka me to me ga aitte toki o
oboeitemasuka te to te ga fureatta toki
sore wa hajimeteno ai no tabitachi deshita
I love you so..
Mou hikari bochhi jya nai
anata ga iru kara...

English
Now, I can hear your voice,
saying "Come here"
As I have been defeated by loneliness

Now, I can see you
walking towards me...
With my eyes closed, and waiting
Till yesterday I held onto my tears
Now, my heart is...
Do you remember? The time when our eyes meet
Do you remember? The time when our hands touch
That was the first time I set out my love journey
I love you so..
I'm no longer lonely
For you are right here

Chinese(LOL!)

如今，我听到你对已被寂寞打败的我说：
“过来这里。”

如今，我看见你
走过眼睛正闭着，在等待的我
昨天为止是抱着眼泪的
现在我的心是...

你还记得吗？当我们的眼对到对方时
你还记得吗？当我们的手触碰到对方时
那是我第一次展开我的爱之旅
I love you so..
我再也不孤单
因为有你在身旁。

yes yes, I do know there's a major difference between the Chinese and English translation. My Chinese really sucks now and I do know the exact idiom to portray what I'm doing : 搬门弄斧 (hope I get it correct XDD)

so fun~ but then again, I do really think I should start revising my Kanji now since there's finally jap lessons starting next semester*dances around the room* There's just way too much questions I wish to bomb the teacher on japanese classes. LOL. I'm such a pesky student. D:

okay, for now(hopefully), time to move my ass to do some serious mugging.

Something to keep your spirits up :)

2008-08-12T02:31:00.005+08:00

I cant help but to view the resident tokyo storm tropper(yes! Danny Choo! and not forgetting Hector from kirai.net) video whenever I needed some gag. This definitely helps, now that I feel rather high with those laughing. XD

if not for him, I can say I have zero interest with Star Wars. With him dancing around Tokyo(gotta take my hat off him for that) just makes me want to dance in one too. Then again, that stormtropper outfit cause a bomb! With my expenses, guess it aint a good idea, huh?

Rock on with the Rick Tropper! :D

ps: got a little progress with the drawing this time round. Finally broke the "draw one page" record and started to dribble on two! ^^; not fantastic enough to goof around, but I'm still rather happy that I'm moving a step by step into improving.

sketch of the week/month

2008-08-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

yes, taken with my 2mp camera phone :D

kaka. drew this for quite some time, and I hardly have the time(aka. I'm lazy ^^v) to scan it up, though that's besides the point. hur hur.

anyways, I'm quite pleased as I think that my drawing of hands are improving with each drawing and I still need to put some effort on my drawing of shoes(as you can see, still am very weak with them -_-)

and i did tried my second attempt to paint. it turns out real fugly as expected. However, every obstacles you get to learn something...I learned the mixture of colors this time round.

Shall continue to work hard and mug for the incoming examinations to come!

ps: am in love with Safari's user interface. Yet, I still find FF3 more useful than Safari's after using for around 2 weeks? haha!

*ponders on what to write for the next post*

The problem with Cosplaying...

2008-08-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

D·風牙護 cosplaying as 御子柴笑太 (Mikoshiba Shouta)

..it ought to be this. It came, time and time again whenever I set my eyes on certain cosplayers, I would sometimes question their real gender.

I do silly things like that, I know. Then again, that's because my curiosity never know its boundaries^^;

anyways, It's much thanks to this particular cosplayer(whom is a she, FYI *major heartbreak*) that lead me to reading DOLLS by naked ape. It was a terrific fun to read on(which is kinda like a guy-only manga...cause in volume 1, most characters appearing are guys! D: sounds like yaoi no? LOL! but the captain is so damn hawt! XDDD) under the accompany of plentiful bishouen and kick-ass actions...what more can I actually ask for?

speaking of which, I'm currently lusting for their Drama CD, yet I couldn't get my dirty paws on them for some reasons. T_T; A lookie on the cast itself (I quoted from Wiki):

Suzumura Kenichi as Shouta Mikoshiba
Miyano Mamoru as Seiju Shikibu
Takahiro Sakurai as Usaki Toudou
Fukuyama Jun as Tamao Hasui

...like ZOMG! with Miyano and Takahiro, this drama cd simply screams full of "I WANT!!! I WANT!!!111ONEONEEONEE (I think I'm sounding like a fudoshi already -_-)

and man, she really did a good job in cosplaying Shouta taichou! my camera does no justice when shooting her during the cosfest though -_- will be looking out for her in the next cosplay event! (IF I'm able to, that is)

lol. I'm running out things to write. *pouts*

and oh, I'm intending to shift all these into the wordpress platform pretty soon, the fact that I'm 80% done shifting already. Would inform you guys once I'm done shifting ^_^

Buffering period

2008-08-07T23:45:00.003+08:00

Blushing Maya is always teh moe ;D

....thus the reason as to why that's not much updates, that's to say, there's simply nothing to blog much about.
Exams are almost around the corner(2 weeks more, to be more precise) and after that is my wonderful almost 2 months worth holidays waiting for me to glomp. Of course, I'm not gonna slack and waste my precious holidays, I would have to work hard to earn my first pro-compact camera! :D it's nothing much to be compared to those who aims to buy a dslr, for I think I'm just too noob to hold on such a wonderful instrument, albeit the fact that I should be able to afford a cheaper dslr(sony, anyone? *smiles*). I'm learning quite a lot from my casio digital camera, so I'm thinking I can do a little well more once I get used to the pro-compact, hopefully, the next target, which is in the years to come, to get a dslr once I believe I can handle them. hahas!

anyways, it's quiz time!(hope Lingli doesnt mind that I took her quiz and decided to kill my own time instead ^^;)

Q: How many best friends you have?
A: OH SHIT. I CAN'T COUNT FOR NUTS. D:

Q: Which category they are from? (pri, sec, etc.)
A:you mean as to hazel nuts, almonds kind? I believe they kinda fit in the 'nutcase' catergory *runs for her own life*

Q: How long you have known them?
A: Long, longer than you think *smiles*

Q: How do you get to know them?
A: My neighbor's squrriel smuggled the wrong area and stuffed it at my house's celling. Foolish animals.

Q: Describe something about each of them.
A: Nuts? DDDD:

Q: Describe an unforgettable incident you and your best friend(s) had.
A:Unforgetable? gah, please. I can only remember the times we get together ^^;

Q: Describe what you are looking into when finding a best friend.
A: If this can work, I think the first thing to state is that they must be rich. pfft. Bascially is just you reap what you sow. That's all.

What if your best friend(s)...

Q: Betrays/backstabs you?
A:Sorry, NEXT! but then again, for a person like me, what good use is that to backstab or betray me for? -_-;

Q: Doesn't want to be with you anymore because he/she has made new group of friends?
A: DIE, YOU SHALOW WOMAN/MAN! LOL!
this is what you called as a best friend? Sure wasted your time....NEXT!

Q: Steals your bf/gf?
A: of course, she gets the 'School Days' treatment. and trust a best friend to do that, YOU HAVE WASTED YOUR TIME AGAIN. how many times you want to waste time? Life is precious leh! NEXT!

Q: Lies to you?
A: As if no one ever tell lies, tsk tsk. Don't be a hyprocrite. I tell lies too. hur hur.

Q: Avoids you when you are in trouble?
A: Aww....D: *dumps few lines of vuglarities* kthxbye. *grins*

Q: Choose his/her gf/bf instead of going out with you?
HAHA. Too bad lors, *wishes a faster breakup* NO LA. Life goes on anyways, as long it doesn't affect me :D

It's more as if a wish had really come true.

2008-08-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

I think I get easily contended with very trivial stuffs.

I mean...I still can't tame my excitement after hours knowing that dannychoo had added me in flickr.

I was like...man. Totally shocked. D:

I understand many wouldn't understand why I'm feeling this way, after all, you would share the same excitement with me if you knew who Danny Choo is ^^

I'm still excited though. ^_^;

原来眼角看不到的地方另藏更广大的天空

2008-08-04T22:38:00.001+08:00

今天改写华文好了！若哪里写错的话，得请大大的原谅！哈哈，今天的标题也是塔地铁的时候想出来的！

今天大概没睡好，搞得脾气七上八下的。但是总觉得老被人误会似的，当然会不爽啊。但是解释多了也几乎没什么用，所以就懒得狡辩还是干嘛的。我生活还是过得太谢意了一点~*笑*

明天可是个重要的日子啊，好多个礼拜的努力可别因为一个死人明天而荒废啊~*大哭*

ps.但是还是不知觉得看了一眼。*炸飞* 奉劝小朋友偷看被人的背影可是恶习啊，可别学会哦！*二次被炸飞*

Emotional

2008-08-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

After a good long wait of almost a year now(no kidding), I finally get my hands on vol. 18 of Nana.

No wonder the slow update of Nana series, it turned out that the author is facing some illness and is nursing in the hospital. D: Gawd, hope she comes out fine.

vol.18 totally is just too sad, never mind the entangled relationship shared among the main and the sub characters(Takumi can burn in the depths of hell for all I care), I just feel a subtle sense of sorrow and despair intertwining throughout the whole book. It's just too sad to carry on.... ; w ;

Watching Anime at National Tv

2008-08-01T23:40:00.001+08:00

Man, had it been ages since I last watched my animes at national tv. To hell with tv when you have the internet! *coughts* Anyways, I was switching over Art Central's channel after done watching one of my variety shows, and realised that D.gray Man was airing, so decided to watch it just for the sheer fun of it although I just cant be bothered to watch it ever since episode 18. LOL

Anyways, I was surprised how fast the anime's story went in compared as the manga(which I'm currently following) and as a fangirl, I'm so super pleased that my Kanda-sama is still kicking alive(still tsun as ever!), just knew it. In anime's physics, main characters can never die. wakakakaka!

baww, enough of my fangirl's moment. It's back to project. x_x;

Guilty Pleasure

2008-08-01T21:04:00.001+08:00

どても美味しいのアイスクリームです！いただきます!ｗｗｗｗｗｗｗ

Had a wonderful time today, although I was supposed to do some shooting with my lovely Figmas, but being tormented with exhaust, I gave up the thought of doing so and tuck them safely into my bag. :D

shall do some update on the flower festival and some what-have-you-s soon, since I need to do some touch-ups with the project. -_-;

Racking the brains

2008-07-31T22:02:00.001+08:00

One of my favourite cosplayer, Jesuke-san! :D *points to Alto cosplayer*

shifting some stuffs over to my hard disk, and while this might take a while, I thought of writing of what happened today.

one slight relief of the day, we are just one step away(I hope) to completion from our nightmare-filled project which no doubt did, came back to haunt us during our unofficial presentation(thank Haruhi that this is just a trial, I couldn't shudder to think if the presentation is for real.)

Anyways, spending sleep-derived days on this damn-I-hope-this-ends-faster project was indeed worthwhile, if only the teacher's remarks could be trusted in the first place. One part of me was drowned in ultimate glee yet another, trying to not get contended with this instant awe-inspiring moment since this project ain't gonna end just yet. It's ironic, I know. LOL ;D

And after this nightmare reached its end(which is soon by the way), I'm gonna do something to my blogroll and paste a new banner for my blog.

And for now, I shall rack my tiny brain about implementing the design. Can I put this out successfully?well...only tomorrow knows :)

oh, I took Figma Lelouch *whatever-have-you name*out for the day, it's a hella long name so it's everyone's well-known Lulu for short.

And seeing the paint scrap and cracks found on Lulu's chest made my heart broke a little ; w ; sadly, I realised it a little too late and wasn't able to make an exchange at La Tendo. Ah wells, talk about luck. haha

Marco-shot. ^^;

Lulu, sadly and not surprisingly, was only recognized by 2 classmates of mine, and I deliberately flashed it towards my anime classmate just for the sake of allowing her to switch on her fangirl mode. Yet, before I could get my "Just As Planned" moment, she gave a shriek and looked more disgusted more than anything
-_-;

and geez! it's 10 plus now, shall watch Mythbusters before whacking the design stuffs. Today's the airing of 100th episode special, a must see!

ps: WHOOTS, ROCK ON, I learned so much purely from the 100th episode special alone, man, if only psychics and chemistry lessons were as entertaining as this in my secondary school education. =/

Adieus~

I get paranoid in such a dead hour. So, sue me

2008-07-30T03:17:00.002+08:00

....especially when programs just doesnt work the way you wanted. Adds on to the anger.

and i did asked for help this time round, except that the kind help that rendered(i really appreciated, mind you) made me look dumb for that split second.

I was rather anticipating for some witty comment that goes along the lines like "oh look, your sql query is wrong and thus this is your linkage problem..." and the likes. but hell no, it didn't, it's much of the opposite!

Ah wells, I must be too paranoid right now. So, i need some sleep...4 more hours and I need to go for my next class.

In before whacking codes.

2008-07-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

I wish I could sleep too now....; w ;

3 days more before the deadline ends and the part that i happened to be doing, which happened to be my most confident part, decided to fail on me today when we actually started to integrated the entire project together!

Oh, I'm just so lucky, I kid you not.*sarcasm intended* I'm turning weary with the monstrous lack of sleep and also annoyed the number of times the program refused to bear with the results I wanted, the bane of every programmers' life, I guess.

As long as this weeks ends, I'm so gonna do something to my sleep-derived life.

HOMG. ASTOUNDING CUTE.

2008-07-27T19:08:00.006+08:00

lolwutz? did u just say it's Summer Wonfes Exclusive?!

maa ii ka~ all i have to do is just to tell myself it's a good thing that it didn't actually burn my wallet in buying this diabetic piece of awesome cute plastic *consoles self*

but looking from Mika-tan's burogu, Hatsune Nendoroid Winter Wonfes exclusive is just too cute to resist! *finger points finger* I would really drop it in my to-buy list if it aint exclusive at the first place!

AINT THEY CUTE!!!? T___T

*refrains from breaking a pool of tears*

and it comes along with a set of stickers with cute expression which you can use them to plaster on your faceless Hatsune Miku. Through Mika-tan's blog, you see that there are varied ways to put those stickers into good use in beauti- i mean cute-ify your accessories among you. lol

Ingenious Plan

2008-07-27T17:48:00.002+08:00

...NOT

This is the view I get to see every time i used the com.

Can you spot the difference? Cookies on me to those who could ^_^

and lol, you bet the light bulb cant be used with obvious reasons XD

Thus, the devil whispers.

2008-07-27T13:49:00.001+08:00

I can't stop playing Seikan Hikou, (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆ Deculture!

Reaching the bottleneck soon, not that I'm unwilling to ask, it's better to phase that I do not really know what I want to ask! Rather a horrifying thought to encounter at the near of completion.

CAN'T GIVE UP! OBSTACLES ARE HERE TO MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON! GO! GO! GO!
don't mind me, I just need some self-motivation. For currently, I'm on the verge to getting hysteric, albeit more on the the cranky side.

Let's get this over and done with! My current goal of the day! GO! GO! GO!

Guu~Not feeling very great about this. =|

For posterity's sake.

2008-07-26T01:27:00.001+08:00

Just.This.Once

I shouldn't be held responsible should your eyes be burnt. I HAZ NO MONNIES FOR YOU if that is to happen!

Embrace the (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆'s culture!

See you in the next Deculture!*zaps out*

Piping hot question.

2008-07-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to entertain questions that concerns about my sexual preference anymore. It just irritates me to answer the same answer over and over again. Yes, I love my moe 2D girls, is there any wrong to that? It's not as if I'm committing some major offences and most of all(mmkay aside from*coughdownloadingcough*), I'm just pursing what my hobby's parameters allows me to, and of course in 3D, I opt for the opposite sex to be my partner. BUT, since there's no one available to do so, hence back I go, to my 2D dreamland.

Then again, I can't really blame those who asked though, after all, they are generally from a total different league from me. Which is to say, differences in interest. Of course, I have never intended to change their mind set they hold for their interests and insists them to have the same of as I do. They are what they are, and I embrace the fact they are so. Which explains the reason why I existed. Of course credits has to go to my mum and dad, but without you guys, I wouldn't shudder to think where I have ended up with. So, half the credits belonged to any single of you, my friend, the you who is reading this very sentence and not get turned off but what I written on the first paragraph. >_o

this is rather perplexing and contradicting statement I wish to state...but...ehh to...ehh to...
~~*coughiwishtodosomeindoorcosplaycough*~~

^^; those who know what I talking about, just keep it in your heart and pretend you see nothing, alright?

those who didn't catch what I'm referring to, why...that's good. I mean..really! ^^

Life is indeed short yo people, do what you want before you go 6 feet under, ya?

Myself ; Yourself

2008-07-25T15:46:00.004+08:00

...and someone else. *lol, couldn't resist saying that*

Turning my speechless agony I hold for my project, I began to watch some anime and the title Myself ; Yourself flashed through my mind. So I was like.."why not?" and thus began yet another marathon to watch finish yet another school-life related series(School Days, anyone *grins*)

And whenever school-life series, aside from love harems, love triangles, and probably stalking(Sayonara Zetsbubou Sensei rings a bell, ya?) and the likes comes to mind, you see zillions and thousands sakura petals, be it blowing in the wind or falling harmlessly on some particular places.

Okay, I digressed a lot, so sorry. Erm yea, yes. Myself ; Yourself.

It's almost as typical as any school-life series, you will have this protangist, a transfer student who came back to his hometown after 5 years and "concidentally" landed in a class where again, "concidentally" his childhood friends are. Childhood friend A got tsun because protangist "concidentally" forgotten who she was and he got slapped just for that. Notice how many "concidentally"I have written for this paragraph alone. lol.

THEN AGAIN, despite it being "concidentally" a typical school-life series, I can never be tired of them for some reasons, in the case for Myself; Yourself, I find the scenaries in the anime very beautiful and that some scenes in the shows feels so close to your heart that as if something similar happened to you. Probably that's the reason why I loved about school-life genres.

I kinda have mixed feelings towards Aoi-chan's voice. Sometimes I liked her cuteness in her high pitched voice, sometimes I feel like stuffing her up cause her voice does resembles a slaughtered pig. oh bad noes, what am I thinking?! lol.

and lol, it's obvious that Nanaka will drop down her tsun mask and get dere dere with the protangist, no? haha.

Obstacles After Obstacles...

2008-07-25T12:25:00.001+08:00

*cues zetsubou.gif*

And when I know how to do my part, here comes the part where we all love and hate : YES. YOU. VALIDATION!

orz.

....best thing is that we aren't allowed to use the validators from visual studios.

Great. Simply...too great.

Have....to....preserve...on....

I'm such a weeaboo. orz

2008-07-24T18:37:00.005+08:00

Updating my own blog within school, surfing during break time and that lessons is about to start soon. =D
Found this interesting character test, and decided to try a couple of series. This is one of the results that I'm happy about. I'm so shallow, I kid you not.

涼宮ハルヒの憂鬱占い：jasmineさんの診断結果

性格
特に似ているキャラクターはありませんが、強いて挙げるとすれば長門有希ではないでしょうか。
あなたの長門有希度は19％です。

外見・ルックス
あなたの外見は涼宮ハルヒにとても近いですが、一方で長門有希的な要素も持ち合わせているようです。
あなたの涼宮ハルヒ度は98％、長門有希度は61％です。

相性
鶴屋さんを食事に誘って、おごってあげることで運気がアップ！
あなたと鶴屋さんとの相性は63％です。

And when it did say my name doesn't have any specific character that fits, only Nagato's personailty is the least close to mine , which I'm rather pleased about it..although I don't read too much books. As for looks, given that my current short hair and with glasses too(but no, my looks scares people, so that's the major difference) I still hold a close resemblance with Nagato with 61%

Can give a try here yo~

Hirano Aya : Turning into a Gravure Idol Soon?

2008-07-24T00:31:00.001+08:00

Her smile is pretty irresistible huh?

Converted myself to Aya-sim ever since the 2006 which isn't really a surprise since Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu was a total great hit to the otaku fandom then. Being a causal anime fan that only bothers to watch what anime was shown on the national tv which happens to be Hellsing and Inuyasha(and now I reprimanded my classmate for wasting time on watching this filler-ish show. haha), Suzumiya was actually an introduction via from one of my forum friend(ah, good times, good times *nods like an old man*) being a greenhorn back then, curiosity to take in any kind of show was huge. So I watched this show without having much thoughts. While I find it interesting how personal and close how episode 0 be, it left quite a bitter taste for me to take, thus I dropped off this series and began to start watching Higurashi no naku koro ni. I took it up again after seeing screenshots of the next episode and realized my own folly for missing a good show. I learnt the term 'tsundere' from there as well, btw.

I still prefer the past her. Looks more innocent and cute ^^;

Then after the series finally ended, I actually found her blog and would almost make time to watch her blog everytime since my nihongo is the fail then. But not now anymore, due to the critical lack of time and another main reason is that my passion for seiyuus had obviously subsided over the years. Hirano Aya, is undoubtedly one of pretty and an adorable seiyuu that you shouldn't miss(although I ponder why some over at 2chan hatred her because of trivial things) I was so obsessed with her back then, that I actually ordered one of her how do you actually name this thing...photo book? I was so excited when people at my local kino called me to infrom me that her "Stairways to 20" photobook is ready for collection. Despite all these hype, I actually clean forgotten this photo book's existence not unit one day I went to clean my room. ^^;

Aya-hime. LOL

Till now, I'm still a follower of Aya but not so intense back like those days. She definitely changed a lot, be it in her looks or even her voice acting skills, most importantly she no longer talks in a fake cute tone which I can't, for some reason, stand her for doing so. I liked how she actually talks in shows she's in now, gives off a very mature aura, kinda liked it. ^^; With that, she seems to be on the route of being an gravure idol(with those pictures where she wear with the bikini and the likes) although she still insisted to be identified as a seiyuu more than an idol. But meh, guess everything changes when you reached 20 eh?

I think what I really liked about her is how she portray her side of adolescence.

Ain't she cute? HAHAHA

oh by the way, I didn't realised she was actually in Macross Frontier as well. Got rather shocked when I saw her name at the rolling credits. LOL.

Behold the Powder of Engirsh

2008-07-22T20:43:00.001+08:00

You know something isn't very right when Engrish comes to mind. And when something isn't right, it usually leads to unstoppable bursts of laughter which might take time to cease for those who understands the joke.

Do know everyone is rather stressed, so here's some comic relief to cool things down before whacking codes back in visual studios. >D

Be prepared to have yourself a good laugh for I couldn't help myself but to laugh. How mean of me. lol.

Ranging from Chingish(Chinese + English, gedit?) we have signs that....

...tells you that baking of garbage is the new way to protect Earth.

....shows how the police loves the public.

We also have labels telling us that...

...coleslaw is your new washing powder.

...batteries with a cross are called "bad batties".

We have drinks...

...that are filled in a strangest sense of "bottles" you can ever find.

Listening to Orchestra Music Pieces

2008-07-22T02:31:00.001+08:00

Couldn't find some orchestra-related images, here's a smiling duo Phoenix Wright and Maya(LABU DAA!)

Begun to realize the goodness of what orchestra music pieces do, I mean those music pieces played through various musical instruments and yet are capable of making such harmonious melody are just splendidly beautiful to the ears. Too much of Nodame Cantabile for me, I guess. And geez, reminds me that I still have 2 episodes left from the dorama. Wonder when am I gonna be done watching them.

Been wanting to grab both of Nodame Cantabile OSTs which I found at HMV this month, but seeing the last stock of Shoko-tan's latest BigBang! album left, I decided to give up the thought of it and brought Shoko-tan's album back instead. Not a really bad choice made, since I rather enjoyed myself listening to her songs.

For now, I'm currently listening to Phoenix Wright's GYAKUTEN SAIBAN MEETS ORCHESTRA OST over and over again. It's a whole lot of difference in regards of listening to the orchestra version compared to the background music you hear while playing PW. Nostalgia couldn't help but to fill my soul when listening to the OST, and it helps to soothes one mind when you are rushing for the project since it involves brain-mashing exercises since you need to repeat your coding all over again once you got one tiny mini error wrong.

Then again, I'm still awake as though as I have just woke up. What a total disaster state to be in right now, since there's a high chance I might overslept for tomorr...I mean for today's tutorial pending in a few hours from now. D:

May Haruhi bless me I wouldn't be late tomo- I mean later.

me, spinning out!

Sketch of the Day

2008-07-22T01:34:00.001+08:00

You know, I have been diligently following the guidelines on a recent borrowed how-to-draw-manga-art book these few days, not exactly because I'm really that free, but it's just that I can't really sleep so decided to divert some time on drawing.

With that, I find that there's a tremendous improvement on the proportions on a 2D figure anatomy now that I have, with those guidelines, that is. Here's one:

you finally get to see me to draw legs! hahas. And next, I traced the messy pencil work I have left into a new sheet of paper and drew with a black pen this time round.

Maybe I should start to use watercolors this time round...but my knowledge of shadows aren't very deep, same goes with my watercoloring skills. Think I need to seek some advice before I proceed with the coloring. ^^

Do or Do Not, There's no Try

2008-07-22T00:32:00.001+08:00

Tough day today I say. Probably a little busier as compared to any normal days since we had to slave hard for the coding for the incoming deadline that is around next week.

I again got motivated and thought of putting up of what Danny Choo had said for the benefit of those who never navigated his site before :)

Life indeed is short so do really give your goals in life some thoughts before it's too late for regrets! As for me, I really wish to do well for my drawings, have a good gasp on the Japanese Language and also not forgetting photography as well. I know I'm slow when it comes to learning things, but I know if I take my step one at the time, one day, somehow, I'm able to reach my destination.

And I'm gonna quit my job and try to do something else that is near my interest. This time is really for real.

Here's what Danny Choo had said(I did some edits to it though. ^^ can read the whole article from here) :

So I mentioned before that one should try to seek something that they enjoy doing and make it into a living.

I also mentioned that I'm having loads of fun making a living out of what I enjoy and know best. I've also managed to make my hobby part of my work too where my clients are in the figure/anime industry.

But having loads of fun doesn't mean that its never going to be tough.

If you feel that your schooling/work is tough but at the same time hate what you are studying or hate your current job then I advise to take time out to rethink your life plan as soon as you can. Life is too short to spend your life doing something that hurts you physically and mentally and its definitely too short to spend it doing something you dislike.

On the other hand, if you are going through tough times while doing something that you are passionate about and believe in, then the rest just naturally follows and good things will happen to you. It sounds odd but I guess its the way the universe was put together.

Life is short. No matter how young you think you are, you will be 6 foot under ground before you know it.

Also, never be under the assumption that you will live until you are old n gray. Unless you are best buddies with god, you do not have any guarantees that you wont die tomorrow. Dying is a reality whether its from old age or from natural disasters or from some crazy guy running around Akihabara stabbing people at random.

I'm under no illusion that I'm going to live until old age which is why I always live as if it was my last day. That does not mean I ignore the responsibilities I have though ^^

Make a point of exploring what you want to do with the rest of your life.
You may not find the answer straight away, but as long as you continue to search, the answer will come to you.

And where do you start to look? Easy one - you know what you like and are passionate about - start there.

Explore communities where there is information or people who enjoy the same interests that you have. Don't wait for things to happen - make them happen.

Codes together with database doesn't makes me a happy person.

2008-07-20T17:39:00.001+08:00

Currently am racking my poor brain on how to compare values with the user's input and together with the database, which in fact isn't any easy feat to do for a dumb fellow like me. Wish me luck if I ever succeeded in pulling this out with zillion searches for help on the internet on how to do so.

Meanwhile, here's the joke of the day. I can't stop laughing at this, moral of the day : Never trust the internet for translation AND if you think your English is that rotten bad, think again.

Hope this makes someone's day. XD

Waves of Insomnia

2008-07-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

Recently, I have been encountering the difficulty to sleep well and that even now listening orchestra music pieces wouldn't have any effect of coaxing me to dreamland.

With that, I either re-play Phoenix Wright until my eyes gave in to the heavy weariness, or simply...switch on my head lights and start...drawing.

Trust me, you don't really want to do all these if you so want to sleep. For one, I get addicted to solving the cases in PW that I kept telling myself "present this last evidence and I shall stop" which ended up playing for the next hour. Two, I got too absorbed in drawing that I can spent hours without knowing time flies(convenient excuse indeed)

here are some stuffs that I drew before I sleep XD.

OH WRY, IF IT ISN'T HARUHI. NOT.

I'm so happy when I drew this(although some parts aren't drawn correctly) for this is the first time I drew a sitting character.

If your eyes are keen enough, you will notice some small blocks of text accompanying next to the drawings...the reason as to why it exists is because for every drawing I drew, I will sure bound leave the current feeling I was experiencing so that the next time when I re-view what I had drew, nostalgia will sure strike in a very wonderful feeling. I kinda liked that XD

Doodling in class

2008-07-18T22:31:00.001+08:00

been wanting to post my "work" during classes ever since the manga doodles post done at danny choo.com. haha!

In poly, I realised I dont really have to write my name to prove that the book is mine....my friends can recognize my book from afar with those mindless doodles!

My hands itches whenever I get too bored. Boredom often translates to doodles on my lecture notes. Not only it proves who the owner is,(since I'm the only one who plasters my colorful doodles done by color markers all over the lecture notes) you also know how bored I was and thus, not being attentive in class...which is besides the point.

I have been doodling ever since I was in primary school but at that point of time...the sense to draw good and well wasn't very strong then and I stopped doodling after I graduated out from my primary school. Never did I expect to take it up again when I was around Seconday 3.(my artwork was an utter crap in Sec 1 & 2,so that's not counted) At that point of time, with my art teacher's constant nagging and "long tales"(only min and I could understand. haha!), I began to take drawing seriously and re-ignited the flame to touch the pencil again and do some serious stuffs. Back then, I was bitten by the manga bug so at that point of time, drawing my favourite characters during art lessons was a pleasure though I was being frowned at for that, since manga art is not allowed in the submission of assignments or even art tests. Luckily I have a really good teacher, he encouraged me to continue the passion to draw, even if it's manga art and of course one of his pet phase is always "draw crazily" and with that, I unexpectedly did rather well for my art course(can't say the same for the rest. LOL) and 2 years later, I'm still continuing to draw, hopefully I have already improved.

Take a Step Back and Appreciate the World : The World is such an Awesome Place!

2008-07-18T00:40:00.001+08:00

I Love The Whole World(Discovery Channel)

Never gets old huh?
Nope.
It kinda makes you wanna...break in a song?
Yep.

I love the mountains,
I love the clear blue skies,
I love big bridges,
I love when great whites fly!
I love the whole world,
And all its sight and sounds!
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah!
I love the ocean,
I love real dirty things
I love to go FAST,
I love Egyptian kings,
I love the whole world
and all its craziness!
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah!
I love tornadoes!
I love arachnids.
I LOVE HOT MAGMA!
I love the giant squids!
I love the whole world, it's such a brilliant place!
Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah!
Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah!
Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah,Boom-de-ah-dah!

As cliché this might actually sounds, but hey, you guys ought to love this world! Man, this song sure is awesome. Mike Rowe is simply so cool, imagine holding a rat and crawling in lukewarm severs and singing at the same time! Got to take my hat of him. Sad that we cant get to appreciate Jamie's and Adam's singing but hey lighting up your partner sleeves is rather an eye-opener for one. hahas!

which kinda contradict everything when I declare my love for Earth since what I'm doing now is collecting PVCs..and like there's one coming in September and the other 2 in December. Fantastic how irony I got myself into. Note to self : I'm such a hypocrite, period.

Ranka got me moe'ed and now my next mission is to marathon Macross Frontier (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆

2008-07-17T21:43:00.001+08:00

The first thing that encouraged me to watch Macross Frontier, although I just, after so much of procrastination, successfully completed episode 1.

The next popular hand sign to make in front of the camera perhaps? Maybe I shall try doing that some day if I have the chance! :D

(ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆

I JUST GOT MOE'ED AGAIN. LULZ

but then again.....I still love my Alto-hime~ XD Lol, this is rather disturbing of a thought...

OH SHI- CANT UNSEE!

RE5 : Chris Redfield is hawt and hell yes, zombies bikers!

2008-07-16T21:34:00.001+08:00

Man, this totally made my day in school, aside being the shortest day of school of the week. I hardly hold a clue about the E3 sony conference, but knowing that there's still quite a number of ps2 games releasing this year made me rather glad(I'm such a pauper student I kid you not.) After searching around in Kotaku(where most of my game's knowledge hails from) I realised that Capcom had released yet another 3 game trailers where 2 of them are actually gameplay videos. Freaking awesome! D:

The animation is very fluid and clear, just that somehow I can't really point a finger as to what really feels so weird about the animation, probably I ain't that used to it. heh. Those bosses all looked kinda intimidating as always and what do you know? Chainsaw-wielding freaks are here to stay! Not forgetting the new zombie bikers, MAN THIS GOTTA ROCK!

and finally, it seems that the new partner is much more better than Ashley just simply because she can use the gun! I mean as long she is capable to wound the enemies, it ought to be better than helpless Ashley, ain't it?

Ah yes, Chris Redfield is so hawt that he sizzles, lol. I probably might get a PS3 for this game when it's released around next year. Hmm~

ps: And what the hell happened to the excellent voice-acting?As compared to RE4, the dialogue at the beginning of the video sucks big time. =/

My Deskstop's Previous Life Must Have Been a Human

2008-07-14T21:22:00.001+08:00

Computers being humans just reminds me of Chobits. Here's some Kipi's love!

You think I'm jesting, in actual fact even I myself find it hard to convince that my deskstop knows the works of recovery, probably its maker must have chant some magical recitals in it and lo and behold, it revived after several days despite being diagnosed with the well-known "blue screen of death". I was told that the files within the computer is corrupted, as my sisters forgotten to allow the windows updates to start or something, and thus my deskstop sleeps a few days before working like a charm just today.

Indeed I make no sense, but this isn't the first time that happened. The previous time was even more horrendous as compared to this one(motherboard nearly went to meet its maker). I never knew computers has the power of "self-recovery"(some stupid theory I have conjured for the last 5 minutes) THEN AGAIN, I might be having a great steak of luck since now the deskstop is now fixed, no one comes and bothers me by using my laptop. So yea, win-win situation indeed.

10 Promises To My Dog Would be something like this.....

2008-07-13T22:33:00.001+08:00

Cute eh? LOL! *forget that the furry thing is an alien first*

My tears did welled up when the dog died(it's obvious it would anyways) but there's someone at the back sobbing so hard as if some dramatic plot had unfolded.

I guess I must have been the one having the lack of compassion and the person behind had quite a tad too much of it...must have been a dog-lover.

Get Your Nerd Boyfriend Now! While Stocks last!

2008-07-13T01:41:00.001+08:00

I posted this at the another blog, and I actually re-found the main site of this interesting article. While this might not be 100% true for every individual geeks aka nerds out there, but this probably is somehow a benchmark for others to think twice of grabbing a nerd boyfriend. LOL

Kinda an amusing read though, but I'm not to be responsible if you were to rush to get one nerd as your boyfriend after reading this. LOL!

just thinking of geeks just made me think of otakus. LOL!

Gotten from best of cragslist :

In the wide world of dating, there are many options. Do you go for the flashy guy with the smooth smile, or the dude in the corner typing away on his laptop? The following are reasons why I think my fellow females should pay more attention to the quiet geeks and nerds, and less attention to the flashy boys.

1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they’re well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are... plus, I’ve never had a geek guy not call me when he said he would. Score major points THERE.
2.) They’re useful. In this tech-savvy world, it’s great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself.

3.) They’re more romantic than they’re given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends.

4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like ‘em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like ‘em smaller with more meat on their bones? Got that too.

5.) They’ve got brains. Come on now, how can intelligence be a bad thing?

6.) Most are quite good at remembering dates. Like birthdates and such, especially if they know it’ll make you happy. Due again to their neglected status, they’re more attentive than guys who “have more options”. Plus, with all that down time without a steady girlfriend, they’ll likely have mental lists of all the things they’d love to do once they GOT a girlfriend.

7.) Sex. Yep. Sex. I’m not really familiar with this myself, but I’ve friends who’ve been intimate with geek guys and it’s raves all around. They say a virgin wrote the Kama Sutra... all that time thinking about sex, imagining sex, dreaming about sex, (they are male after all) coupled with a desire to make you happy? Use your imagination.

8.) They’re relatively low-maintenance. Most can be fueled on pizza, Twinkies and Mt Dew. No complicated dinners needed here, so if you’re not the best cook, eh. Can you order a pizza?

9.) Most frequent bars as often as slugs frequent salt mines. You won’t have to worry much about your geek guy getting his “groove” on with club hotties because, frankly, he’ll be too busy rooting around under his computer wondering where that spare cable went. You won’t have to worry about him flirting with other women because, 9 out of 10 times, he’ll zip right by them in a perfect b-line towards the nearest electronics store. I’ve seen this happen.
Me: “Eww. Victoria Secret’s Models... They’re so skinny. How is that feminine? You can see her ribs!”
Geek Guy: “ooooooo...”
Me: “Hey!” *notices he is staring lustfully towards the computer store*
Geek Guy: “What?”
Me: “Never mind...”

10.) Although he may not want to go to every outing with you, you can arrange swaps, as in, you’ll go to his Gamer Con dressed as an elf princess if he’ll take you to the ballet. Plus, if he doesn’t want to go someplace with you, you won’t have to worry much about what he’s up to. You’ll probably come home to find him asleep on his keyboard in a sea of Mt. Dew cans with code blinking from the screen. It’s ok. He’s used to this. Just toss a blanket over him and turn out the light.

11.) His friends aren’t jerks. I can’t stress this enough. You’ll more likely get “Omg! A GIRL!! Can I see?!” than “Hey hot stuff back that ass up here and let me get some grub on...” They’re awkward geeks too and will, 9 times out of 10, treat you with the utmost respect and, more than likely, a note of awe. A cute girl picked one of their clan to date? It could happen to them! Hope! Drag some of your single girlfriends over, open up a pack of Mt. Dew, crack open the DnD set and get working. Nothing impresses geek guys more than a girl who can hack-n-slash (well ok maybe if she can code... a geek can dream).

12.) They’re rarely if ever possessive. They trust you, so you can be yourself around them. You like to walk around the house in a ratty t-shirt for comfort? He won’t care. He does too! They won’t get pissy if you don’t wear make-up or don’t want to bother primping your hair. If you gain a few pounds, they won’t try their best to make you feel like crap.

13.) They’re usually very well educated. Physics majors and the like. See #5. You won’t have to listen to him blathering on about his car (ok maybe a little), he’ll have loads of other interesting things to talk about. Politics, world events, how much the chicken burgers down at the local place rock, so long as you douse them in hot sauce...

14.) You’ll almost never have to hear, “Yaw dawg whazzap!!” plop out of their mouths. Unless it’s in jest. They spell properly, use correct punctuation, and are able to tell the difference between the toilet and the floor. They almost never get “wasted”, so you won’t have to worry about coming home to find him and his friends passed out on the floor amidst a pile of beer bottles. Mt. Dew cans, perhaps...

15.) And the final reason why geeks and nerds make great boyfriends: They actually give a damn about you. Not how you look (though that’s a plus), not how skinny you are, not how much make-up you primp yourself up with, but they like you for you. That kind of thing lasts longer than “DaMN baby you got a fine ass!!!” Believe me.

NewsFlash : Bringing you the latest anime news.

2008-07-13T00:03:00.001+08:00

Maria, was it? Cute girl ^~^

Umineko no naku koro ni(yes, another 07th Expansion's works :D) had finally has its anime adaption! As my moonspeak understanding level isn't that high to understand what's going on in the story, what I was aware is that it involves mystery elements and murder. No more oyashiro-sama but a real human(I think) is behind the murder which is what yours truly cup of tea lies.

Maid to kill(lovely pun, ain't it?) Maids with guns(and umbrella being a machine gun) FTW!

AND FINALLY, MY PRAYERS HAZ BEEN ANSWERED. *Cues drum rolls* Black Lagoon Season 3! I had always been wishing for season 3 since the ending of season 2 ends too abruptly. Moar Revy kick-ass actions are a do-want and not forgetting the Roberta-like new character, maids with guns just makes me go wobble on my knees. IT'S JUST TOO GAR! I'm just too naive to think that season 3 wouldn't come and alas after 3 years, this wonderful news finally came. No news had yet to be made but knowing the news that BL has its 3rd season is more than I can ask for.

Quiz Time rings the bell!

2008-07-12T23:34:00.001+08:00

Did promised to do this quiz out, I feel like writing something but there's a word block in my brain which refuses to budge~~(ah, I haz a tsun word block)~~ Anyway, I just post this in hope that the word block will disappear once I'm done with the quiz. ^^;

1) What age do you want to marry?
Ans: Seriously, I really never thought of this. ^^; Next.
2) How many children do you want to have?
Ans: O_O I ALWAYS HOPED FOR A PAIR OF TWINS!! so..erm...2 Xd
3) What is one thing you want the most now?
Ans: ~~Aigis Figurine Figma Kyon Headphones~~ *coughs* I mean...money tree.
4) What are your future plans?
Ans: NIHON IKIMASU!! oh wait...future plans...let's see my current studies would land me an it-related job...connecting routers? LOL
5) If you can have 1 dream come true, what would that be?
Ans: Please don't ask this type of stupid question ever again. Easy right? *grins*
6) Which is worst, sarcasm or honesty?
Ans: Let's see, honesty is always good but because truth hurts, sarcasm is much more like a ugly lie to cover over. Let's just say it's all but the same.
7) Using the first letter of your name, write down a word that best describes you.
Ans: Comedian. I jest. I'm a lame joker in nature. Thankyouverymuch.
8) How strong (in your heart) can you be?
Ans: Much more weaker when I'm alone. That's the reason why I have my earphones with me all the time, to prevent my brain to think so much and my heart had to suffer the messy thoughts by itself. :(
9) What are your requirements for your other half?
Ans: ~~has to be a tsundere~~. whoops. wrong question. I jest. Actually I don't really have a set of list to follow, but as what the music Father, David Tao said.."You just have to follow your instincts". I believe that too. =)
10) Which type of people you hate most?

Ans: People who puts up this obvious persona to express superiority. I must have been equipped with this type of persona detector cause I realised people whom I don't really like conversing with all land in this category.
11) Do you cherish all your frenships?
Ans: All humans are not perfect, instead of claiming I can cherish all, I would rather say I try to.
12) Do you believe in God?
Ans: Or rather, I believe in fate.
13) What is the most important thing in your life?

Ans: I haz alot of things that are very important to me thus this question is definitely not for me. kthxbye.
14) Is it necessary to have a girlfriend or boyfriend, respectively?

Ans: Why must that has to be a "necessary" thing? if you have one who loves you, well...good for you. If not, that's life for you. Never go for a relationship just because others has theirs. It just don't make logical sense, seriously.
15) What qualities do you want your friends to possess?
Ans: LOL. What a question. Humans aren't programs that can be edited with a few taps on the keyboards and several clicks on the mouse, you know?
16) What do u wish to be perceived as by your friends?
Ans: Someone they can depend on. Sadly, this isn't the case, too weak to be depended on, I guess...^^; Ah wells.
17) What is one change you want to effect in your life?
Ans: Much more quieter, I guess.
18) When you are feeling low, who will you go to?

Ans: I will hit the arcades if I have enough money, I rather myself to be left alone cause I feel myself like a slient bomb that might goes off if I were to talk to someone. Although I pretty much wanted someone to talk to...but when I'm feeling low, I break down ever faster. So yea, better be left alone. OR I can watch MythBusters, for some reasons I get happy for every big BOOM they created. x3
19) If there ever was a thing you want to say, what will it be?

Ans: 'Thank You for everything' to those who helped me but I lack the courage to say it at times.
20) The 8 individuals that tagged the most in your blog.
I can count my commenters with one hand! let's see...we have(not in particular order) da jie, rac, wei long, onee-chan.....no one else right? Yea, that's all. ^^;

End of quiz~

Persona 4 : This mysterious bear talks too much of bear talk.

2008-07-12T20:26:00.001+08:00

LOL, seriously for everything it has to say, it had to end with a "kuma"(which means bear). It kinda irriates me as its voice seriously sounds like nails scratching on the board! For some reasons, it insisted the 2 guys in the video(the gray hair being the main character) as the murderers and after a lot of "no, me no murderer!11ONE", the kuma decided to believe they are innocent and decided to pass them the glasses so as they are able to see through the fog and could also see a new dimension, so as to seek for the real murderer.

THIS BEAR ALSO KNOWS HOW TO BLUSH, OMIGAWD. LOL!!

and oh, for those who are interested, Persona 4's OST will be released on the July 23th. A must-get on my list, the opening theme(Pursuing My True self, btw) is enough to kill for! :D

ps: added a countdown widget of North America's P4, can't help but to think that 140 + odd days will pass by real quickly....

Everything just feels...too surreal.

2008-07-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

Seeing him now just makes me want to cry. T_T;

Just got that feeling, not too sure why is that so. Guess these are one of the days when your questions can never be answered. ^^;

Enjoyed the night watching Nijuu men sou no musume and finally started on watching Macross Frontier(Runka is the moe~~ XD)

That should be all, I guess ^^

Finished my sketchbook and now I have 3 full sketch books(what's inside you dont really wish to know...LOL!) I love to draw mindlessly and with no aim at hand or what to accomplish at the end of the day, guess this is the reason my standard is all about the same. Gotta try harder! *hums keep tryin' melody*

My flat's 3rd floor is dangerous.

2008-07-11T02:14:00.001+08:00

like....O RLY?

I mean really, strange things will always occured at the 3rd floor, once was a sex-derived maniac asking for sex to any females walking by(heard it from someone else, of course) I so wished I had kicked him in his balls but then again you know I'm a gentle lady and wouldn't resorted to such unglam manner*coughs* and today a couple making out. = w =;;; Interesting enough, when I encounter all these weird things, it had always will be under the bright afternoons where people who have eyes can see. -__-;

pfft, cant you adults do your affection of love discreetly? It's okay for I do not really want to know that you love your partner in such a manner. As for whether if the genders that were making out were the correct mix, I do not really have an idea about it.(I assumed that one's a guy, the other a female since my glaze was way off them when walking down the stairs)

Aww, examinations are coming. D: This sucks.

Persona 4 Gameplay

2008-07-11T00:26:00.001+08:00

Do believe this video shows everything. Gah!! Yui Horie(the Kungfu girl) is the moe~ Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪

Certain changes :

You can now free to manipulate your team on your own, it's rather yay and nay for me cause personally I kinda hate it when it's a pain in the butt to control your members through that team management thingy but your members throws something that is not to your expectation. A nay is much because yours truly is a lazy gamer who is too lazy to go through the selection of moves so many times ^^; but there's still the rush button around, so it's rather okay.

Wow, now you can chose an option called "guard" but I kinda figure it has no use for me cause yours truly hate to use blocking moves for some reasons(Just if it isn't obvious enough, I'm a impatient person ^^;)

AND FINALLY, you get to alter your member's attributes through the menu option.(Geez, you got to love the new menu!) Love this for I find it another pain in the ass to ask Fuuka or ask every one's status individually in P3. -__-

I wonder what does that tv mascot is for(which I assumed Kuma refers to bear O_O and as for which part of that thing resembles a bear is just right beyond me.)But let's just assume it will take over Fuuka's role and help exploit weakness of enemies :D(for some reasons, it didn't in the video, wonder why)

HAHA. the shuffle time is always a time where my eyes goes in a complete whirl and in P4, a more gungho one. See the video for yourself.

AND YES, I know it's past July 10th already. XD

Memories of You's lyrics translation, Aigis, aren't you sweet.

2008-07-09T22:11:00.001+08:00

English:
Memories of You
Voices of the wind and beads of light I let flow to you
I won't forget your gentle smile sadness hidden in your eyes
Even if wishing is painful, you gave me courage to stand up
So I'll go; we'll meet again when you awake in your dream
I hold faraway memories to my heart and sing
You protected this empty, wavering world with your own hands
So now just fold your wings and sleep peacefully
Enveloped in eternal tranquility, love through all eternity
Sleep within these hands, gently watching over you
I remember you, laughing, crying, getting angry
I'll never forget, ever, until my life is exhausted
From the intersection I heard a voice like yours
I turned and looked towards the sky, holding back my tears
Tomorrow, some day
I believe I'll see you again, and wander alone
On rainy nights, I keep waiting for a sunny morning
I won't forget the nights we ran through
In dazzling, shining moments we were all together
I spent them without realizing how precious they were
Now, to remember them fondly I will embrace the feeling
You were right there with me
Always always always you were smiling there beside me
Even if I lose you I'll get you back I will never leave you
You protected this empty, wavering world with your own hands
So now just fold your wings and sleep peacefully
Enveloped in eternal tranquility, love through all eternity
Sleep within these hands, gently watching over you
I remember you, laughing, crying, getting angry
I'll never forget, ever, until my life is exhausted
In dazzling, shining moments we were all together
I spent them without realizing how precious they were
Now, to remember them fondly I will embrace the feeling
You were right there with me
Always always always you were smiling there beside me
Even if I lose you, I'll get you back, I will never leave you

Taken from here.

キミの記憶　Memories of You

2008-07-09T21:17:00.001+08:00

"All things will eventually come to an end. Every living thing will disappear one day...

Only by accepting this can one discover what they truly want...

What the meaning of their life will be..."

I feel like crying whenever I heard this song, no matter how many times I replayed The Journey's ending. It's rather ironic as the melody of Kimi no Kioku is supposedly an upbeat one.

I just cannot accept the fact death ended the Main Character(bye bye my Moto Hikari-kun, it's nice knowing you for the past 2 months ; w ;)and that Aigis was sobbing so hard that it somehow got into me.

DAMN, I hate bad endings! Especially with main characters dying! *sobs*

"When I thought I might never see you again, something else became clear to me--what I wanted most. And so I made up my mind. I want to continue to protect you. I want to be your strength.

I know I'm not the only one who can do this, but that's okay. My life will be worth living if it's for this reason...."

Feelings towards C# practical test and family's reaction to my new haircut.

2008-07-08T22:33:00.001+08:00

'nuff said.

Pangs of Laughter

2008-07-08T22:21:00.001+08:00

All these comic strips might *contain* spoiler-ish contents to those who had yet to complete Episode Yourself(or The Journey) so you have been forewarned!

can view more @ lordAnnubis' flickr.

Persona 4, heading to your nearest PS2 this December.

2008-07-08T20:27:00.001+08:00

And when I was still playing The Answer(IT'S SO DAMN FUN I TELL YOU!!*cough*)and on the verge of grabbing my latest p4 copy the day after tomorrow, news that the North America's P4 version will be released at 9th December this year! HOMG, is like....so near! D:

With that, probably I shall dismiss the thought of obtaining the Japanese version(my nihongo fails, kthxbye!) and just sit back and wait for the next 5 months to pass by(with projects to rush and examinations to take, you get my drift) while waiting for the translated version to come, sounds good, no?

Makes a great early Christmas present, together with Hiragi figma twins~! ^o^

P4 English Main Site (although currently it's not really complete)

Persona 4 US Trailer

CosFest VII Day 2 : A slight hiccup, but generally an epic journey.

2008-07-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

I had yet to mention it, but I actually lost my memory card in a bizarre manner. One time I was holding on to both me and my friend's memory card, the next second my own memory card has lost its trace. It's impossible for me to head home then since the event had yet to start and it's more ridiculous to waste another hour back home for nothing.

So I had to spend(thank god it's close O_O) another 10 minute walk back to the nearest shopping centre and get myself a memory card(which again, not very expensive as I thought it to be) and headed back to the event and kick start the photo-shooting of the new batch of cosplayers compared to Day 1.

I was wanting to snap a shot of this particular Shuffle! cosplayer(but due to my CMI memory, I just couldn't pinpoint which character was she cosplaying as) as her uniform is so goregous. I kinda like Shuffle! uniform pattern and all, but hey, you know I'm biased. Anyways, in the end I failed to do so as I couldn't spot her walking around outdoors. Ah wells =(

The Ema Skpe cosplayers are really a cute bunch of girls. Their entire cosplay really brings out the Ema Skpe's character in 3D(makes me want to replay PW again. LOL!). Pity I only took 2 pictures of them -_-;

Name-the-character, LOL the flower on the top of the paper bag. Me thinks this cosplay is rather awesome. haha

Ichigo with Shinku and Gin-chan conversing at the back.

Lolitas, man, have to hand in to them for being able to wear all these laces and frills under the mighty hot sun! D:

Kimono + fans = WIN. Can't imagine me wearing all these, I was already sweating bullets(probably cannonballs) even with my normal wear, they sure can 'tahan' the heat. O_O

One of my NYP friends, a very bold individual I must add ^_^

Awesome cosplay outfits, the first thing that got to my attention was the heavy circular spiky weapon(the guy in blue is wielding it) and I thought someone was cosplaying Aigis' persona. O_O I do believe they come from Dynasty Warriors(do correct me if I'm wrong at this ^^;)

NyanNyan with Alto, so sweet! *which reminds me I need to watch Macross F*

Samurai Deeper Kyo's gang. One of the anime/manga that I had yet to read/watch.

The Code Geass gang, the Suzaku is rather cute. ^^;

Yet another pair of lovely cosplayers, for some reason seeing them reminds me of Lovely Complex. ^^;

looking straight at the camera! Lol, you never knew how shocked I was when I realized that a lot of cosplayers were looking at my camera and I hardly knew about it. ^^;

This cosplayer requires special mention. He was sitting one side while me and my friend went to disturb his peace which in anyways, he still obligated to our photo taking request. Thanks a lot and sorry for disturbing you! LOL ^^;

Seriously, I'm suspecting I having a thing with butler's wear. Just couldn't resist taking a second look after taking this. ^^;

Neku and Mr Hanekoma from the World Ends with You! :D Personally, me thinks that the Mr Hanekoma cosplayer had a rather killer smile and he really suited to pull out such a good cosplay. GJ! >_ob

Name-the-character? Her props are stunning beautiful, dont you think so?

I really have no idea who are they cosplaying as, but their outfits are really drop-dead gorgeous! D:

No idea who they were, but loved their seifukuu. ^^;

I can't really differentiate a yukata and a kimono, but then again, the cat is awfully cute!

Name-the-character? I heard he was the one of main characters in the FF series but not too sure the exact series ^^; great job on the cosplay and you got to love the details on the weapon itself!

Another shot with the sky, and do note the diabetic cute Haruhi is at the background. ^_^

"Let's all perform an All-Out Attack!" The persona 3 cosplay team, ara ara? Where's Elizabeth?

and thus the highlight of the day! This kid is so insanely cute, although I have no idea what she's actually cosplaying as x_x

Your Kanda, being your personal bodyguard since 2000.

KITTTTTAAAA! LOL, I was over-hyper when I see this duo! I always loved the SZS despite the fact I had yet to be done watching finish the series. orz.

This duo really rocked the daylights out of me, they really even went down to the details whereby having the what I call the "suicide emergency suitcase" which came about in SZS season 1 which in the anime Noizomi was seen persuading a student to commit suicide in different ways from this suitcase. Thumbs up for the splendid cosplay done! >_o

That should conclude my journey for 2 fun-filled cosplay event. As I mentioned before, this is actually my first time experiencing such fun with my digital camera as opposed to having camera-less experience with the previous cosplay events. I would very much like to come next year(I swear I'm getting a better camera after leaving the cosfest event area) and take more pictures and also to better understand my camera(I know truly how my camera works indoors. LOL) There's still an insane amount of pictures but they would probably be out at my flickr, so do view them if you like! =D

Lulz, this takes the cake

2008-07-07T03:22:00.002+08:00

Nyan~Nyan~Nyan~你好Nyan~

Shall watch Macross Frontier some time.

And lol, it took me 2 hours odd to filter the images taken yesterday. D:

Blogger Ate My Words, oh. CosFest VII teaser

2008-07-07T01:38:00.001+08:00

Found 2 Ema Skye lurking around. Was rather pleased to see them. ^_^

Trust me, I'm now dead tired, the fact that I just came back from a friend's birthday bbq, but due to my over-anxiousness of ~~today~~yesterday's shots would turned out, here I am conveniently writing up a teaser post and then write a proper one the next while checking the outcome.

~~Today~~Yesterday is just an awesome day, some kind of day that I have never imagined it will happen in any ways but yet came true! ^_^

plus yesterday's cosplayers were rather good as there's more diverse ones (so diverse that I can't really recognize them x_x) shall talk about it the next round.

oh shit, have I ever mentioned I have a test later on? HOLY LULZ, me haven't study that at all! *flops dead*

跟心目中偶像同坐地铁的感觉很奥妙！超高兴得说！

Pretty plastics Ain't Cheap and Figmas Welcome The arrival of Shoko-tan!

2008-07-06T00:50:00.001+08:00

not one but two figmas to boot!

Presenting...the loot of the day!~

that's it for today. My ps2 beckons, shall head over to its embrace right now.

Waiting for Cosfest Day 2~

Cosfest VII Day 1: Damn, I hate indoor shooting! angst

2008-07-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

....because I sucks at shooting indoors that's why.

argh, all those pictures turned out to be either blur or shaky(all thanks to my shaky hands) and it does no justice to the cosplayers who did a wonderful job on their characters they are cosplaying at.

nonetheless, I had a great time at downtown east when this is one of those hard times I can get to have my fangirl mode switched on. I just couldnt help but to jump about and run just to take photos of those characters that I want to take. In the process, I derive quite an amount of fun snapping and approaching(lst time in my life doing all these) those cosplayers who never refused any of my request to take a photo of them. I guess manner does really count, huh?

Let's keep my complaints short and show you what I have gotten in this year's cosfest. You will realise there's a lot of outdoor shooting(today's weather is very nice, btw despite a short shower occurred in the middle)instead of indoors as majority of them had been deleted due to the mentioned reason above.

name-the-character, I have no idea who is this character, but hey she looks so stunning cool that my camera cant focus on her!

daikumas, anyone? LOL

I approached this maid to take a photo of her and she obligated to my request. Sad thing that this picture doesnt turn out to be good. T_T

Caramell dansen anyone?

Desu-chan, Shinku and Jun-kun.

*RAWR* I SUXOR IN YOUR INDOOR SHOOTING YO. The Mikuru is rather cute ^_^

Another name-the-character, looks pretty cool too ^^;

Persona reference? LOL. Anyways, another name-the-characters. D:

Kikyo from Inuysha. Been time that the manga series had finally ended!

LOVE THE VERY CUTE LEN DESU!! My friend can attest for me how much love I have hold for this particular cosplayer, I almost turned into a stalker! LOL

More Len~

More Len~ It's so blur and shaky but I'm reluctant to see this go ; w ;

it's name-the-characters once again! I'm second guessing the cosplayer in blue comes from Air Gear. Not too sure about the other. (WOW perhaps? O_O)

Name-the-character again *one of the pretty cosplayers down there* but when placed aside with the banner...she does looked like a mascot of this particular event, aint it?

Another name-the-character *man, i sucks at your anime too x_x* but this cosplayer is so cool! O w O

One of the cutest Lavi I ever seen ^_^;4

The twins hailing from Air Gear, just that I dont know their names since I had yet to read Air Gear ^^;

Air Gear with the rainforest badge! *forgive me if I've made a mistake on this ^^;*

Spotted Len and another name-the-character while shooting other cosplayers.

Maka and Soul from Soul Eater.

One of the characters from Air Gear(the pink haired one) and another girl who I supposed ain't cosplaying.

D.gray man cast (why does all those good Kanda cosplayers are girls? WRY?)

Ichigo and Boku-chan from Rozen Maiden.

A cute Lenalee =)

Innocent-looking Shirely from Code Geass.

C.C from Code Geass as well.

Rosario from Rosairo+ ~~pantsu~~Vampire

Warning : He is able to place the timcanppi on his head for he had been with him for long period of time, others are to touch him with caution *inner joke*

Sora from Kingdom Hearts. It's interesting his blade body is a straight metal rod O_O

A genki name-the-character cosplayer.

A bunch of j-rockers and Yuki Nagato *LABU DA!*

Name-the-character(I think from KOF?) pwned. LOL

Elizabeth and Shinjiro...I was the one who requested to do the gun pointing posture. The cosplayer obligated to it without much thought. Thanks alot! ^^

MOAR LEN. LOL

A very good-looking cosplayer in action. Me second guessing he's from Granda Espada. =/

Nice cosplay done. but still....name-the-characters. T_T

Inuyasha and gang.

Code Geass gang.

I dont think this is a cosplay, or was it? O_O;

more....do I need to say any further?

I dare say this is the best cosplay of the day. She looked so mecha-like and beautiful to add. I think she's the one cosplaying the wonderful Ignis at the previous EOY.

Yuki reading your tsubasa yo. LOL

As I was taking this picture, guys behind me was saying this ought to be best cosplay ever. His handheld cd player was playing the caramell dansen song when he walked in an awkward manner.

A Lenalee is fine too...but what's with the half naked ang mo doing here? O_O;

Name-the-character, but am second guessing the character comes from Lamento.

Does Money Really Can Drop From the Sky When You Wished It Will?

2008-07-04T23:51:00.001+08:00

I was really dead broke(that I brought not even a single cent with me, yea. THAT broke.) when I went to attend school today. As much as I pretty much want to rush back to my comfort zone and enjoy biscuits and milo for the rest of the day, I know I'm far from that since I need to return the library books which are due of today.

Never mind the fact that the route to the library is excruciating long journey to be mentioned about(okay, probably I'm just too hungry) I get more depressed to know that my loan quota had reached after I gotten the right books to borrow. Tsk, talk about bad luck. =/

With that all said, I dragged my feet back with an empty stomach back to the mrt station. Chancing upon an atm machine, I decided to try my luck whether my salary has arrived or not.

Behold the truth. IT DID CAME.

LOL! I was terrific in joy when I saw the amount of money I have earned(it aint much but it's more than I expected to) and it spells good news for my terribly hungry self. Thought of indulging myself with food but forbade myself to continue doing so as I need to see the price for P4 as well as affording my pretty plastics figmas. Being an obsessed anime fan kinda sucks, ain't it? LOL!

and yes, tomorrow is the cosfest, I think i wanna get some stuffs from the doujin booth. ^_^

ps: AND YES! I FINALLY BEATEN NYX INTO A PULP! but after finishing him off, things got rather melancholic...hope I dont cry over the ending ; w ; I think I would, somehow. I really liked the Main Character a lot, despite he hardly talks. LOL.

Dear Reaper, all your bases belongs to us!

2008-07-04T01:29:00.001+08:00

thanks to the piece/s of advice given, Wei Long =) I FINALLY BEAT THAT DREADED REAPER AND GAIN THE BLOODY(both its original meaning and pun intended. LOL) BUTTON!

This got to be the biggest achievement made evar. Just in case it does give someone a moment to wonder what crap/rubbish/yadas this hyper girl is typing about, obviously I was referring to Persona3 (yea, took me long enough to play and I had yet to defeat Nyx. -_-)

it's rather interesting to hear friends saying that they do not understand what jumbo mumbo I have been ~~creating~~writing as all along(or if not) what I typed is in English! Probably too much lingos hanging around here but I do really love using /a/ although im teh failz in attempting to write the style just for the gist of it.

Then again, I'm not that surprised actually. After all, the blog title is "夢の中に" ,which literally translates to "In the middle of dreams" so tell me, when does dreams ever made sense to you in the first place?! The contents are pretty much incoherent to even make sane sense to any normal human!(good for you if you managed to decipher things that I wrote about *winks*)

Now, watch me smash my brain cells into drabs and pieces as I do my homework which supposedly had to be hand in ~~tomorrow~~ later.

kthxbye.

凉宫ハルヒの性転換～ The GenderBending of Haruhi Suzumiya(2)

2008-07-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

seeing that most of the hits all came flowing in here cause of the love of TGOHS, so here I am, writing up the 2nd piece of love dedicated to this.(just as I thought my craze for this has long dimmed out, it just takes someone to do a write up of these to make the craze has its spark once again)

As everyone and their grandmas know how does this came about, there's not much of the need to explain their origins anymore. I shall just flood this post with pictures AND GAWD, can I like, expect to meet a Kyonko cosplayer at the coming Cosfest? CAN I HOPE THAT MIRACLE TO HAPPEN?

A bishie Haruhiko is fine with me too =D

It's like to see such a drop-dead gorgeous image like this, I'm so glad I'm a girl to be viewing this. LOL. FREAKING AWESOME. * w *

When the original characters meets their genderbend-ified selves, no wonder Haruhi-sama got pissed. But Kyonko is still the love~ XD

After looking through a couple of pictures, fang-kun kinda gets into me somehow while the female version was rather annoying for me to bear with it.

BISHIE!!! *rolls on floor*

ZOMG, both Yuki and Yuuki kinda rocked my boat when they 2 are up with their witch outfit, probably the anonymous attraction must have come from the cat.......

sweet, me like bunny boys better. LOL.

The genderbend-ified SOS Dan! (except the three on the left)

Then again, why is it that I find Hauhiko x Kyonko more appealing as opposed with Kyon x Haruhi? D:

Man, I loved this. The original picture of this(Haruhi on dere mode is moe~!) made my sugar level high but the modified version nearly made my blood vessel broke. Damn it.

LOL. Blushing Kyonko and Haruhiko FTW.

I LOVE THIS! Yuuki is so bishie!!

The most funny comment that I read from the other blogs was "Can I have Kyonko's number?" LOL

Too Much Cameras On Sale

2008-07-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

Ehh no, just in case it sets you wondering, I'm not selling my camera. Just that I was randomly navigating in the search for 2nd-hand camera(rather impromptu if you ask me, just that I'm left with nothing to do with that 1 hour break and I'm too is interested in looking at their prices)

President did told me that to look out for cheap dslr-s at....my hard hearing mislead me into hearing him saying him saying "club snack" instead of "club snap" which whatever the case, at the end of the story I did found out thanks to the google's magic. lols

ANYWAYS, I was looking at what the prices they are offering, I'm rather surprised that it's really easy to get a dslr just right at my budget (as in below $700) but currently not now. =/ which is rather a pity cause the camera model that I want might not be there once I had the sufficient moo-lahs to back me up. Then again, not that I'm not in a hurry to get one anyway. ^_^;

probably I shall work triple as hard during the next big holiday to come. I should be able to cough up the money to afford a 2nd-hand dslr! Got to ask Mr Leong on how to use them some other day....but meh, hope he ain't that busy the next time I go find him.(those O level art student must be working as hard as a bee right now bah, poor kids, but like us, we wouldn't have succeed if we didn't paid much effort in the first place, right? XDDD)

Which just reminds me, September is around the corner too. Great chance to find him then and play around with his dslr instead. XD

ps: Silly me, I have forgotten to place my flickr link under my blogroll, but there's a photo widget where you can still see what this noob has taken(most probably more on Haruhi and zoo. LOL). Do give it a spin anytime! =D

Those who wants to ~~show off~~display your flickr photos on your blog, you can get it them from here :)

Give Me a Break.

2008-07-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

"Being single is still the best"

QUOTED FOR THE TRUTH, PEEPS.

I really lol'ed, hard and again.

Is love even that blind to see the difference of sarcasm and truth?

I don't know about you, but now I see these 2 clear as water.

You know sarcasm is my friend.

LOVE INDEED IS WAR.

この恋は無理と思うです。絶対無理です！

ちゃんとするよ、私！

2008-06-30T21:29:00.003+08:00

took it today. LOL, have I revealed the fact I'm a Code Geass Fan?

and here goes, another (un)exciting Week 12's Monday. I don't usually have Monday blues, but rather, a horror namely lack-of-sleep that never fails to come by every Mondays when class started.(I'm pretty sure the other days are rather intact at least, I mean not suffering from lack of sleep that is.)

I'm just so darn proud of myself for finally passing my IPTNET test(da jie and Lina can attest for that, for I give a good loud smack on my own chest for good work done. LOL!) I failed rather miserably for my previous one(in which I got an fugly 'F' grade for that *orz*) so that's the reason I'm chirping the fact I passed my test *grins widely*

er...that's all I guess, told you that today is an ultimate boredom-filled day! But I guess tomorrow will be a better one for sure, after all, it's meet the old friend time! Let's walk down the memory lane again through tomorrow's conversational exchanges(let's hope it ain't heated exchange. I kid), shall we? >_o

uh, got to study my C# test which happens tomorrow too. kthxbye!

ps: Was intending to write a fangirl post over 3d idol guys since the fact my classmate was doubting my sexual preference when I told her my current favourite is Keiko Kitagawa today. LOL! Shall write it some time when I feel bored enough to garner some infomation of them. Don't worry, I'm just your typical fangirl who do hold some fanthom over girls in both 3D and 2D as well!

It takes skills to learn the arts of shunning, and oh. Happy birthday, sister.

2008-06-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

Raigomaru and Jibeta.

And so I did learn the skills of shunning when I'm at the zoo today, but I should say it's a complete success, the fact not much people can recognize me since I let my hair down(read: purposely) as I usually had my hair tied up when working.

Anyways, I thought of going for the Suntec's Singapore Toy and Comics Convention for today, but since it was my 3rd sister's birthday(happy birthday to you if you are reading this! ) so as promised, the zoo we shall head.

hum num num~ Lovely otters sunbathing. I wonder if this is the Omar I'm looking out for? Did you spot a hippo here? AND LOL. I realized I took more of elephant's butts compared to the front views, what's wrong with me?! ....and yet another elephant's butt shot.
"and I can see you." *Jiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii*

It was rather fruitful day, just a pity my parents couldn't get to see the other animals as my sisters are all, drenched in tiredness and complaining loud as well.

and oh, my camera decided to be good for the rest of the day(cause my photography skills wouldn't level up, you see) and took rather clear shots despite it's being zoomed.

Next up, I guess it's the Coscon that is coming up for this coming Saturday and Sunday, wouldn't say I am waiting for it(I'm just a closet person who only like to see good cosplayers, I guess)but let's just say I'm going to meet friends that I haven't been seeing for a long time over there. ^^

Persona~trinity soul~23

2008-06-29T00:23:00.001+08:00

Just which last goodbye is easier to accept?

Someone who just suddenly bade farewell to the world without a word or someone who tells you that she has to leave as her days are numbered?

The last words she spoke through the air and drew her last breath, darkness begun to dominate her vision. And so, she fell into an eternal sleep, on the shoulder of her loved one who she had never got the chance to confess to, never to be awaken again.

Why is it that snow and death never seems to get away without one another? Because of this lethal combination, my tears also started to formed as well.

T_T

I Can't Believe I Sat Through 5 Episodes Just Like That.

2008-06-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

I have to say times sure flies when you are enjoying a good show. Apparently watching 5 episodes in one row is already my limit, and before I realized, I have been struck at my seat for almost 2 hours!(supposedly one episode lasted 30 minutes faithfully, that is)

No wonder my butt feels rather sore now that I think about it. =/

I don't want either Yuki or Jun to disappear, it was so sweet of Yuki to hold up his brother's arm just to say she loved him(but it looked so wrong since the fact that Yuki is inside Jun's body and all but ah wells, sibling love is really that lucid and innocent and this show kinda presented that point. )

ps: 4 more episodes before persona ends. D: And oh yes, grown up Akihiko-san is still the love~! ^ ~ ^b

Persona~trinity soul~ 15 : Grown up Akihiko

2008-06-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

OMG! LOL!!! I didn't expect him to appear. Geez, all these now appears to be spoilers, since the fact that the anime is supposed to be taken place 10 years after where p3 had ended.

Gotta complete The Journey soon!

Persona~trinity soul~ 13

2008-06-27T22:51:00.001+08:00

HOMG, I nearly cried over this episode.

What's worse than killing your loved ones with your very hands, or rather a persona that you cant control? It was such great pain to endure when the berserk persona shot the running Eiko and she just falls harmlessly on the snow bed. The merciless snow storm continues and followed by Ryou-nii's howls of despair which echoed endlessly in the air. He loved her that much but in the end, it was his hands that ended her life just like that. GAWD, that's so saddening!

Man, this is just so devastating to go through the next episode T_T;;

ps: and the new opening at episode 14 made me want to cry even more. ; w ;

Anticipating For the Arrival of July.

2008-06-27T21:35:00.001+08:00

The image that I used for my blog banner, lovely Yuki, ain't she? ^^

July, how rewarding month it is for me that is. First up, my Eva tee(i haz my own AT field! LOL!)and Roberta's tee(plz blame my fetish for gar characters) and if my budget allows, Persona4, the ps2 game.(sort of on the pending list) I should have some moo-lahs left then, so I probably might buy another Figma to join with my ronery Haruhi(I SO WANT TO GET YUKI DESUUUUUUUUUU~).

Well, I wondered the state of my wallet is gonna be until then, but I guess let's just leave tomorrow's matters into future's hands instead. I'm not someone who knows how to plan ahead(which explains the failure in my life. orz)

My Alpha Omega Gold- heck the name, I mean Eve-chan is coming around at September, so there's ample time to save a good load of money while arriving for her arrival. Just couldn't wait to possess her! =)

As hard I might sound to convince....but in actual fact, I'm not a heavy spendthrift . I mean...really! My collection pales in comparison when it comes comparing with an average otaku. ^^;

Watermarks and Drawing Flaws

2008-06-27T03:30:00.001+08:00

Couldn't really shake away my drawings with flaws as always, guess I need to practice a lot more to come!

Since the scanner was recently placed in my room, so decided to do some scanning on my drawings till now. ^^;

T_T; the legs.....orz.

T_T; the hair....orz.

T_T; head is too big, body too small. LOL

I got this idea when I was watching a movie moons ago. Kinda fused the idea together with one of the scenes in Me and Her XXX(no! it's not some ero title! D=)

Yea, do know the legs are a bit...need more training ^^; ANYWAYS, it's Kyonko! =3

Yet another Kyonko~ When I viewed this drawing from the computer screen, I realised the hand is drawn in an awkward manner. O_O

Drawn an ojou-sama character out from my mind. LOL!

Some random shoujo!

for once, I really like to draw girls in school uniform(especially Haruhi's if you noticed ^^;)

T A T; The legs....orz.

I loved the eyes though.....despite this being incomplete T_T;;

Does it really resembles Shana? O_O;

Struck with duno what hand positions to draw. =/ shall tackle this problem when I feel inspired.

and that ends my ramble of the day. XD

Just as You Thought It Wouldn't Came, Came : Shiroi Koibito~

2008-06-27T01:22:00.001+08:00

Coincidentally, I was reading up some blogs which apparently their author came back from Japan not long ago. One of them was talking about the delicious and renowned White Lovers chocolates. Everyone who knows me well knew too well I'm just but another chocolate maniac, so you probably guessed I can only drool in envy while looking at those beautiful packaged yet must-have-been-heavenly subtle chocolates, wishing that the aroma can break through the computer screen or something like that to happen.

and lo and behold, today our personal mentor brought us back a stash of candies when she came back from Hokkaido which included wasabi nuts(that instant sharp gush of spice up till the nose is just indescribable of words, OISHII DESU!! ^_^) and White Lovers Chocolates.

....WHAT? WHITE LOVERS CHOCOLATE!!? O_O

You bet that I was probably like some kid that just got their presents in Christmas! I was totally awe-ing all the way because I thought I could probably taste them when I get to Japan!(and god knows that's when...pfftt.)

Pictures or it never happened. LOL.

I couldn't even bear to tear open the package even though the urge of doing so is so strong to resist. I gave in, succumbed to my weakness in chocolates and ate the up the first pack of chocs. I WAS IN HEAVEN DESU~ That milky chocolate really hits the jackpot and although I don't really like the sweetness in milk chocolates, this one just does fine. but hey, you know I'm biased. XD

Been wanting to eat the white pack though, but unfortunately my dear friend of mine forgot to take back my pencil box(which the chocs was in) and is now at the hands of my classmates. v_v;; Shall probably savour it when tomorrow comes.....hope it doesn't melts....T_T

Honing the skills

2008-06-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

Did I mentioned that I will be replaying P3 again? Well, looks to me it seems much more of a wiser choice as compared to buzzing around the game like a headless fly in the previous round.(Good bye to my lvl 77 Hikari-kun T__T)

I'm still at the n00bish level of 8(liek finally!) though, but hey this time round I'm determined to fulfill all Elizabeth's requests! And really, starting from scratch doesnt really sound that bad actually. Now I can finally find those personas that I wasn't able to find previously and it wasn't that complicated as currently the personas I'm able to get is just Pixie, Apasrus(i cant really spell, kthx), Angel and Nekomata in the Shuffle Time, so not considered a loss if you were to ask me. XD

but the only cringe to lament about is the extremely low EXP provided...You don't really get the kick of smacking the daylights out of those Shadows when all the EXP you got is a pathetic one digit. WAIT TILL I GET TO THE SIXTH BLOCK, I TELL YOU!

Instant Death

2008-06-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

The video that I once mentioned that Shoko-tan went to visit our beloved CLAMP-sama!

もう～あたしもCLAMP様達と会いたいよな～

sorry for not posting the video here, scared it might get taken off again. So do give that video a spin if you are a devotee of CLAMP-sama like me! =)

ps: reminds me that I have to grab tsubasa 21 soon!

MIRAI NIKKI ANIME IS A LIE.

2008-06-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

ORZ. Someone just tell me that's all these are true!

LOL. You know things just wont go your way that easily which is another reason as to me thinks something is fishy when Mirai Nikki's anime trailer were lurking in the inter webs.

Turns out to be a fanmade video after all, gawd. To think I got so hyped up during school(note: in the middle of the class, to be exact) exictment probably got the best out of me and blinded myself out. To think I was really looking so forward to July 28th!

And it all turns out to be untrue. Ah wells, better luck next time. Will keep my eyes focused on Moon Phase should this gem really turns out to be an anime.

ps: shall try to get my hands on Mirai Nikki Mosaic some other time. Hope that my local Kino does sell them next month.

What not yours will never be yours.

2008-06-24T20:28:00.001+08:00

To think I still have days like these that I have never imagined that I would have so. Just got back my 2 tests back and it seems rather promising since the fact I pass both of them pretty well. Well...probably I scored the other one a little too well ^^;;

Cause....I found the paper having an additional 8 marks out of nowhere....which caused my sudden anxiety turned into a instant second of sorrow. Ah wells, what's not yours will never be yours, I guess.

The irony is that I tend to score well at non-examinable subjects as opposed to examinable ones. LOL!

ps: tried writing this with Window Live Writer, looks pretty decent ^_^

Twitter

2008-06-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

If you had not noticed, there's actually a twitter widget just right below the tag box, actually i pretty much wanna take down the tag box but i realised friends just want a way of convenience to just leave a tag as opposed to going through the hassle in commenting in the comments area.

either ways goes for me, thus the reason why these 2 components still exists. Anyways, the reason for having a twitter widget, so as i could just dump some "a line of today" into it so i wouldnt be going down such a fuss in writing a new post right on the main page like what you see over here.

but the downside of twitter that, it doesnt really seems to like me and for every time i tried logging in, it kinda gave a "opps, too full, please try again" webpage and that's why some of the thoughts were flowed right through here.

anyways, this is just somewhere outta random so i decided to post, not much content if you were to ask me, but this might ignite laughter from the future me if this blog still exists, that is.

Just want to say, Danny Choo really motivates me whenever he posted his life story, he just has the ability to convince me that success is beyond my reach and that now, when i look back on what I'm doing, I believe that I'm currently lacking a goal, which translated into an obstacle, the reason why I believe I couldnt do things that I thought I wouldnt. I wish to reach out my hand and touch success for once, but i knew this will be a tedious process but at least i knew I held success by my side once if i ever tried. One of the happiest moment I can bring down thirty meters and under, before the world ends. Sounds pretty lofty, eh?

I knew I can gasp that happiness, and so can you, the very you reading this lofty post of mine.

Cheers.

ps: I kinda write tons of stuff whenever I get motivated, so if you really did read to this point, i appreciate your patience and understanding. Thanks a lot. =)

First Day of School and no, Summer season anime bores me.

2008-06-23T19:49:00.004+08:00

Here's to you, a Suzkaku kic- whoops. Wrong show. Poor Kaito T_T

Sweet, I kinda summarize the whole of today's with one sentence.

Okay, starting of with the first day of school, we got lucky in persuading our beloved teacher to push supposedly today's test into tomorrow. Wouldnt be much of a difference to others but heck. 24 hours(probably lesser) means alot for me since the fact that I have a C# test tomorrow to add on to my study burden, cool eh?

back to my anime backlog, it seems that aside from catching the regulars(code geass r2 and soul eater, for one) my persona anime suffers the worst as the fact i have been putting it on my backlog ever since....episode 10?(and when the fact this anime is coming to a close like say...episode 20-ish?)

and no, i taken a look at the summer seasons' anime, for the first time, none really caught my eye. O_O I used to hold an interest in watching Seikirei(i cant really spell, kthx) but thinking again, getting a Miko all torn up doesnt really looks good to me although the character design is definetly on the me-want-nao-moe track.

alright, time to learn my precious 15 words which i promised i would eariler in the day.

ps: Harm has been made just like a crack formed on glass. It will stay as a hideous crack but as for whether it will fade, time will only tell. MAN, those messages are so killing me! RAC AR, JIU WO AR!!

ah wells. I must have gotten up the bed from the wrong side and maybe the most logical thing has now turned into the most illogical ones. Lack of sleep indeed. =/

Eye Candy : 北川景子

2008-06-22T21:54:00.008+08:00

It's a boring Sunday but the last day that I have a reason to slack off being the last day of school holida...i mean *cough* Study Break.

Anyways, having nothing to do over on the net, a sudden change of navigation leads to a discovery of a collection of Hirano Aya photoshoots(which i shall touch on some other days) and while glancing through the charming Aya-chan's images, the random album widget rotated and something through my tiny eyes : Keiko Kitagawa's 北川景子 Dear Friends photobook

which usually implies an instant death for yours truly. MAN, KEIKO KITAGAWA IS THE AWESOME CUTE!!!ONEONEONE!11!!!1!1

SEIFUKUU!!!!11*dies happy*

one thing that really attracted me to her(sounds wrong, i know) is her smooth flowly long hair. I'm not too sure whether I'm a hair person but her long hair is just so....there's just some attractiveness factor that lies within her long hair. Probably the glow...hmm~

Guess I shall keep short of talking and let the pictures lead you to the Keiko Kitagawa's world and probably get you converted to Keiko-ism(yea, like real. LOL)

Wonder what got her so upset =(although having a phone on the top of your head while walking isnt a really wise choice, somehow it kinda depicts a playful side of Keiko-san herself, imbo.

Keiko-san going through a medical check-up. LOL the bottom picture. Guess this is how everyone feels when taking the urine test, eh?

a cheeky Keiko-san while doing the....x-ray test i think? O_O

Smile~ You're on candid camera! The loli sure is delicious and lucky too! D:

View the rest of Keiko Kitagawa's Dear Friends gallery here.

That covers the first half of the gallery itself, but that's only because i dont really like Keiko-san dressing up maturily for some reasons. I LABU INNOCENT GIR- *got dragged and bricked one side*

（；´д｀）

2008-06-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

Man, I cant believe im still struck at playing against Nyx for like....the 3rd time?

Apart from the Arcana shift, his Night Gown(yes, i do know this sounds a little wrong) is the killer despite the persona I'm holding on has a null charm.

Now tell me how horrifying that is!

Gotta try hard once again later.

Geez, school's starting tomorrow.....hope I have a great day tomorrow bah.

>_>

Guess what i'm drawing

2008-06-22T01:40:00.003+08:00

a very random sketch. hur hur.

I'm gonna be very shocked if you can even identify what I drew. D:

ps: currently looping p4 opening video in the com over and over again. lol, i didnt spot the hare hare yukai parody embedded within until watching for the second time. Nice job, Altus!

Faster than you think

2008-06-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

I guess i eat my words back more faster than the speed of busting full speed of a bullet train.

I changed my mind and that I might be buying P4 on the July 10th after all. Now the concern is the price and the understanding of moonspeak.

If the price is right on the budget, I will, without giving much thoughts, sweep it off the shelf.

Why you ask? Cause the hau hau and the urusai are a very lethal combination, add a little speck of Kallen's voice made P4 very irresistible.

As for the understanding of moonspeak, while I cannot be that confident to handle the chim Japanese words, at least i can still handle daily conversations(somehow I'm getting myself to use it on work with my colleagues, might not really work but it helps to train the brain to be more adapted in using the words)

SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR JULY TO ARRIVE.

Indeed~

LOL, you mean i can haz Horie Yui in my P4?

2008-06-20T20:08:00.008+08:00

old news, but meh. Later is better than nothing right?

been catching up with Persona 4 news, though not much have been known but the hype of reading that it's coming out soon(it's coming out in Japan at July 10th!) just made me go buoyant with joy.

looks like they are throwing away the Evoker method and decided to change into using spectecles instead. YES, you didnt hear me wrong, they are using specs to garner their personas. Specs fetish people, you guys are so in luck, indeed, since the fact that the spectacles is gonna be a big factor in the game.

the grey-haired main character in question.

And the main character.....meh. How do i put it...He just looked...too...normal. D: At least P3's main character has certain good looking to speak of...but this time round....just plain normal. =/

as for gameplay, so far so good. In fact I do think it's better than P3 judging from the advertisments and some introductions mentioned in serveral magazines(although its all moonspeak to me) and woah, you can even catch a fish in the game! It seems that they have also replaced the moon phase with the weather system. And that if it has foggy weather, it means there's a murder going, as opposed to having a strong shadow appearing in p3.

anyways, a little check-up on wiki and it seems that unlike other megami tensei games that are based on city background, P4 is set on a much more ficitonal countryside. Kinda interesting if you were to ask me, because I'm in favour of both. Either goes for me actually. XD

and i quote from wiki :

Its theme is a suspenseful countryside murder mystery with multiple twists and turns in the plot.

sweet. Me like :D

anyways, back to the tittle topic, it seems that Horie Yui, along with Kallen's seiyuu(from Code Geass) will be voicing for 2 of the females that seems to be classmates with the main character.

That kinda propel me to buy the japanese version, but as eager i wish to play the game soon, but with the lack of moonspeak skills, I dont think i will enjoy a game where most of the time have to be spent in understanding what the rest are talking about. Guess I shall keep my eyes peeled for the English version of it...hope they come out soon enough. *prays hard*

check out the 17 min trailer here if you like, gives you more insight of P4 in it. and oh, the same music director is also doing p4 as well, so expect real good and probably retro-like music from the game itself. =)

x_x

2008-06-20T18:43:00.003+08:00

it's a tad driving me crazy.

dont get me wrong, is my thoughts that is driving me into this state. =/

MAN, messages everyday.

rac, jiu jiu wo! T_T;;;

ps: and i love my kaito-kun! =x

New Love

2008-06-19T23:53:00.016+08:00

here's an emo Kaito for those emo fangirls. LOL

and indeed, like as stated in the lyrics of "Rainbow Girl" had stated, I have just found a new love.

Namely, Kaito from the Vocaloid Series!

It didnt really struck me in the first impression, but it was only after the streetfest's vocaloid group(which i mentioned posts ago) the more i looked at the Kaito cosplayer, the more I find Kaito a very cute character.

He seems to have a thing for ice-cream and if I'm not wrong, like any other vocaloid characters(Miku's obviously is the leek, followed by Rin's orange and Len's banana, im not too sure about Meiko's though) the ice-cream got to be Kaito's icon.

I'm not too sure bout this, however Kaito doesnt really seems to be the official character coming out of the vocaloid series, but nonetheless, he's still a cool character that has a great voice and could sing too! One of my Kaito's favourites happened to be 白虎野の娘, Paprika ending theme song, it almost sounds identical compared to the original song!

another would be erase or zero sung by both Kaito and Len. IT'S THAT AWESOME I TELL YOU!!!!ONEEE!1111!!!1

They really can sing well despite being programs, lots of effort have also been put in to not only make the character to sing, but make them sounds like they are singing, that's so awesome the vocaloid programe brings. Sadly, i had yet have the chance to play with the program, so probably the thing i can do is to watch those already-made videos and enjoy them at the same time~~and ripping them into mp3s and store into my handphone~~. XD

here's some of Kaito-related pictures that I found them in different imageboards :

LOL @ "Just As Planned"

Applause please?

2008-06-19T23:11:00.004+08:00

seems to me blogger just ate what i typed earlier on. =/

Anyways, I sprained my ankle when i was on my way to school this afternoon.

To think i walked down those familiar set of steps for years, my eyes has the ability to convince my brain and vio-la, I missed a step and my left ankle have to suffer the strong jerk directly.

It wasnt really that bad when in school since not much walking is involved. It worsened when i rubbed the injured area back at home.

Now watch me as i walk like a limping duck. LOL

I'm not running away

2008-06-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

How i wish these are all true, that way I can easily reject things off. Being struck at truth and own thoughts(and when the latter is a devil in disguise) is a very tiring thing do so.

if only it's someone else.

IF la.

LOL!

Newsflash: OMGWTHBBQ?!

2008-06-17T23:24:00.004+08:00

a random click on my bookmark tabs made me stumbled on bbc news and discover this rather...well..should i say "interesting" discovery made by the scientists?

Behold.

Scans see 'gay brain differences'

The brains of gay men and women look like those found in heterosexual people of the opposite sex, research suggests.

As far as I'm concerned there is no argument any more - if you are gay, you are born gay

O_O;; quite interesting aint it?

read more through here

After the danjo, next comes

2008-06-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

....if I'm not mistaken, it's one of the background music of the crazy shooting game, Tohou : ひれ伏せ愚民どもっ

THIS MUSIC IS SO EPIC CAN?! O A O;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

dakara hime jya nakute, hime-sama to, o youbinasai! [I'm telling you, I'm not your normal princess, I'm THE princess, now call me that now!]

LOL LOL LOL LOL

WIN!!!! XDDDDD

i couldnt stop laughing at the bullet speed "姫様☆" flooding all over those with the said bg music niconico video.

2008-06-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

谢谢你让我相信只要努力就有收获。

谢谢你让我燃烧想要成功的意志力。

谢谢你，dannychoo.

gawd, I nearly burst into tears after seeing his latest post for some reasons.(i guess you would too if you followed his posts faithfully)

Work hard to your success, people! Just like what Danny had did. =)

i wouldnt give up too!

T__T ganbatte masu!

The cat went out the bag because it wants to. That's why

2008-06-16T19:44:00.003+08:00

To someone-whom-it-may-concern,

it's okay when you smack me like nobody's business whenever you mentioned your funny stuffs you have during the day(and that I have to laugh with you as well). It's alright when you have to grab my hand that tight so that I wouldnt run away from your dreaded talks about someone that I dont really know of(but I have to, cause I need to, basically)

but please! dont throw me to shame in making me believe you that you're a *blurblur*(censored for everyone's benefit) and well, even your friends was thought you were one too.

tralalala~ that's all i have to say. XD hope it wasnt very obvious who I'm pointing to(OH SHI- i wasnt supposed to say this =x)

FINALLY

2008-06-16T02:51:00.006+08:00

catch the music video here.

*weeps manly tears* ; w ; for being GAR as always!

gawd, it just took that long to see Kamina and adult Simon standing side by side again. *sobs*
Seeing Kamina makes me want to weep manly tears yo. T__T

kinda liked how tsun Yoko got when Kamina hold her when she's almost fell. ^^;

and the moment you and I have been longing for, the innocent Nia smile.*heart melts*

looks to me it's much more like some kind of music video Ganiax had made up, for a moment I thought it was some trailer for the incoming movie but looked rather weird for one for some reasons. heh. ^^;

After playing 2 months of P3

2008-06-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

and i still dont really understand what the anime was saying. I'm still confused on how does the Apathy Syndrome actually works on the victim. Man, i do think a replay of P3 is in order somehow.

i kinda like...screwed my own data up. You see, i had yet to establish the sun and moon arcana and i have a lack of collection in regards of my current personas too. And when I hardly hold a clue on how to play around with the fusion links, things just got a little harder to figure the game out. =/at the other hand, i had yet to max out my Intelligence and Courage even the fact that the game is coming to a close real soon*grumbles grumbles*

just for own updates, but my main character is only at level 63 while I still have a few days left before meeting Death and the legendary undefeatable Nyx (oh holy, that part of the game is so up the climax that even i got shocked myself at that too)

my current favourite persona goes to Titania(which is rather obvious judging on the rest of the personas, she's currently around lvl 54ish, i think) for she can heal, deals with electric, ice and wind attacks real well, me like. :D

me so wants to end this game soon cause i wanted to play The Answer arc desperately, but the other part of me is rather reluctant to be done playing The Journey. Ah, the agony indeed. =/

and in case anyone wonders the reason as to why it took me 2 months and i had yet still to be done playing with p3...or rather...p3 fes, partially it's due to yours truly aint a hardcore gamer, the main reason is that on average(subtract sundays and hard-to-come-by-holidays) i can only spent less than 3 hours on p3 fes, which is quite a torture but cant be helped when you have 2 horrors namely school work and part-time work. ^^;

Nijuu mensou no musume

2008-06-14T23:14:00.003+08:00

Listen, observe and think by yourself. It's the fastest way to get to a solution.

ehh, no. This is not an incest pair you are seeing.

Might not be that convincing the fact that i say this anime is good, but it's really awesome upon finally starting to watch this series.

Left this anime on my to-watch list ever since I knew Aya-chan is seiyuu of Chiko.(Hirano Aya is love desu~ * w *) left unwatched since episode 4 and now, I finally watched till the recent episode 7 in one go(the cliffhangers left at the end of each episode made me impossible to not to catch the next episode)

and when i wont go as far as doing an anime review(the fact that I'm drowsy after my shower and my eyelids are getting heavier words after i type) but from ever since small, I'm fascinated by those wise thieves who usually outsmart those dumb detectives and get their way for their targeted jewels and escape in a very exaggerated manner(like blowing off the rooftop or something) which will only happened in 2D since the fact that you cant really pull all these LOLWUTZ stunts in real life.(for more information, check out the mythbusters show about the beating the laser security system /ends advertisement)

thus the reason why I'm obsessed with detective genre stuff and Nijuu just falls right under this bag. You got the stunts, you got the charming female lead and a dorky phantom thief and his gang. It just meets what I always wanted to watch after d.n angel and clamp detectives(realised are all those very old titles, but heck :D)

and the fact that Aya-chan's voice really suited the character and that the characters development in the anime are equally good and very interesting, I too also loved the way how the story line turn with those unexpected twists, sweet.

a very bad day indeed.

2008-06-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

let's just leave it that i got a terrible steak of luck of the day.

I officially confirmed today is a FUD(some kind of day anyone would experienced).

Below are my grievances of the day :

So what if you are filthy rich and CAN afford anything and everything? Does that mean you have the ability to suppress others? HELL NO. So, why must you raised your voice when you are making a demanding request? I just feel that my time is wasted on you and that it's so silly for me to get so mad and all about!

and somehow, i just got yelled and casted aside for almost nothing. I wouldnt really claim that it's not entirely my fault, i have my wrong that this happened, but it looked more like you are shifting the blame on me. Somehow, the impression i hold for you had changed.

and you think it feels good to be yelled at? yea, riiiiighht. I dont really wish to bother anymore.
Let things lie the way they are, I feel it's meaningless to hit a dead horse up anyways.

and lol, i went to the arcade to vent my anger. Turned out I was more than a noob than i thought. The fact that the young girl(young gamer girl) is telling me what to do, was like...LOL! I do know I'm giving off the noob's vibes but to get lectured by a girl younger than me makes me feel inferior inside. (._.)

Not that I'm a born gamer and my reflects are too slow to even save myself. orz.

it's Awesomeness talking yo!

2008-06-13T23:09:00.004+08:00

you iz calling me?

"There's no charge for awesomeness....or attractiveness" I quoted, from the show Kungfu Panda.

Damn, this show is so good, PLEASE WATCH IT AT THE CINEMAS, ~~or Wall E is gonna zap you to death for obtaining pirated data(inner joke)~~

unmistakably one of the movies I have seen for some time despite having a cliche plot just that the protagonist has changed into a fat panda who reached enlightenment within a day and became the hero at the end of the story.

Jabs of humor can be found just anywhere, the fighting scenes can get you glued on the screen(i loved the chopsticks fight for some reason :D), the animation of it is just amazingly great! The details of everything, ranging from fur to slow motion showcasing the exaggerating faces of being pwned so hard is just awesomely good, toilet breaks is not an option for you in regards of this movie!(but my friend who watched with me did...hmm)

and yea, the pure mention of Wugui in the movie just gives me the giggles. LOL

OH SHI-

2008-06-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

lol, seems to me, blogger have a thing towards moving images. D: which is totally sad for i wanted to have a gif banner for my blog! *draws circles while squatting*

so here's the real moving one with over-hyper Miku in full glory! XD

Low.

2008-06-13T21:25:00.005+08:00

frankly, i havent been catching animes lately and i dont really know the reason why. Maybe it's finally my turn to feel the sudden decline of wanting to watch animes, prolly am tried of catching one episode per week, huh?

I'm sure that pretty much the reason of why I'm feeling down these few days...erm. no, make it this few months....Nothing can really cheer me up like before for some reasons. gah, this is kinda frustrating. I WANT ME ANIME FAN SPIRIT BACK, THIS WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!

........

._.;;

need to make an anime fan friend soon. hahas! (given to me, it might turn out to be a failed attempt since im teh fail in life orz.)

The world is just too small.

2008-06-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

....too small that I didnt really realised that.

was being pushed in doing the cashier for the day. Like all cashiers, the only concern is the shortage of money, which i will mention that later on.

actually, i didnt realised i was serving my ex-vice principal at all. I mean, yea, he does looked familiar but just how are the odds that he's the person who i thought he's the vice principal?! I first thought that it might be just a coincidence, after all it's been a long time since I last seen him and that i might cause a misunderstanding if i were to ask him, talk about embarrassment. It was only until he wanted the bill then I realised his name(through the invoice) just kinda strike up my memory a little but i just couldnt help but to maintain an amount of doubt in identifying the correct person.

oh whatever, not that he's someone who I'm excited to see hahaha.....so yea, kinda interesting huh...I nearly wanted to ask but just a little scared to approach him.

and then, here comes the scary part, the shortage. Well, actually the problem often hunts me when I'm doing a new area, was rather upset about it but luckily for me, nora and lionel are around(man, no amount of thanks is enough to show how grateful am i) if not, im supposed to be prepared to see a large cut from my salary. o_o

this is all bout a random post, an excuse for procrastination. now if you excuse me, I'm heading for a shower NAO. tralalalalala~