sketch of the week/month

yes, taken with my 2mp camera phone :D

kaka. drew this for quite some time, and I hardly have the time(aka. I'm lazy ^^v) to scan it up, though that's besides the point. hur hur. 

anyways, I'm quite pleased as I think that my drawing of hands are improving with each drawing and I still need to put some effort on my drawing of shoes(as you can see, still am very weak with them -_-)  

and i did tried my second attempt to paint. it turns out real fugly as expected. However, every obstacles you get to learn something...I learned the mixture of colors this time round. 

Shall continue to work hard and mug for the incoming examinations to come! 

ps: am in love with Safari's user interface. Yet, I still find FF3 more useful than Safari's after using for around 2 weeks? haha!

*ponders on what to write for the next post*

The problem with Cosplaying...

  D·風牙護 cosplaying as 御子柴 笑太 (Mikoshiba Shouta)

..it ought to be this. It came, time and time again whenever I set my eyes on certain cosplayers, I would sometimes question their real gender.

I do silly things like that, I know. Then again, that's because my curiosity never know its boundaries^^;

anyways, It's much thanks to this particular cosplayer(whom is a she, FYI *major heartbreak*) that lead me to reading DOLLS by naked ape. It was a terrific fun to read on(which is kinda like a guy-only manga...cause in volume 1, most characters appearing are guys! D: sounds like yaoi no? LOL! but the captain is so damn hawt! XDDD) under the accompany of plentiful bishouen and kick-ass actions...what more can I actually ask for?

speaking of which, I'm currently lusting for their Drama CD, yet I couldn't get my dirty paws on them for some reasons. T_T; A lookie on the cast itself (I quoted from Wiki):

• Suzumura Kenichi as Shouta Mikoshiba
• Miyano Mamoru as Seiju Shikibu
• Takahiro Sakurai as Usaki Toudou
• Fukuyama Jun as Tamao Hasui

...like ZOMG! with Miyano and Takahiro, this drama cd simply screams full of "I WANT!!! I WANT!!!111ONEONEEONEE (I think I'm sounding like a fudoshi already -_-)

and man, she really did a good job in cosplaying Shouta taichou! my camera does no justice when shooting her during the cosfest though -_- will be looking out for her in the next cosplay event! (IF I'm able to, that is)

lol. I'm running out things to write. *pouts*

and oh, I'm intending to shift all these into the wordpress platform pretty soon, the fact that I'm 80% done shifting already. Would inform you guys once I'm done shifting ^_^

Buffering period

Blushing Maya is always teh moe ;D

....thus the reason as to why that's not much updates, that's to say, there's simply nothing to blog much about.
Exams are almost around the corner(2 weeks more, to be more precise) and after that is my wonderful almost 2 months worth holidays waiting for me to glomp. Of course, I'm not gonna slack and waste my precious holidays, I would have to work hard to earn my first pro-compact camera! :D it's nothing much to be compared to those who aims to buy a dslr, for I think I'm just too noob to hold on such a wonderful instrument, albeit the fact that I should be able to afford a cheaper dslr(sony, anyone? *smiles*). I'm learning quite a lot from my casio digital camera, so I'm thinking I can do a little well more once I get used to the pro-compact, hopefully, the next target, which is in the years to come, to get a dslr once I believe I can handle them. hahas!

anyways, it's quiz time!(hope Lingli doesnt mind that I took her quiz and decided to kill my own time instead ^^;)

Q: How many best friends you have?
A: OH SHIT. I CAN'T COUNT FOR NUTS. D:

Q: Which category they are from? (pri, sec, etc.)
A:you mean as to hazel nuts, almonds kind? I believe they kinda fit in the 'nutcase' catergory *runs for her own life*

Q: How long you have known them?
A: Long, longer than you think *smiles*

Q: How do you get to know them?
A: My neighbor's squrriel smuggled the wrong area and stuffed it at my house's celling. Foolish animals.

Q: Describe something about each of them.
A: Nuts? DDDD:

Q: Describe an unforgettable incident you and your best friend(s) had.
A:Unforgetable? gah, please. I can only remember the times we get together ^^;

Q: Describe what you are looking into when finding a best friend.
A: If this can work, I think the first thing to state is that they must be rich. pfft. Bascially is just you reap what you sow. That's all.

What if your best friend(s)...

Q: Betrays/backstabs you?
A:Sorry, NEXT! but then again, for a person like me, what good use is that to backstab or betray me for? -_-;

Q: Doesn't want to be with you anymore because he/she has made new group of friends?
A: DIE, YOU SHALOW WOMAN/MAN! LOL!
this is what you called as a best friend? Sure wasted your time....NEXT!

Q: Steals your bf/gf?
A: of course, she gets the 'School Days' treatment. and trust a best friend to do that, YOU HAVE WASTED YOUR TIME AGAIN. how many times you want to waste time? Life is precious leh! NEXT!

Q: Lies to you?
A: As if no one ever tell lies, tsk tsk. Don't be a hyprocrite. I tell lies too. hur hur.

Q: Avoids you when you are in trouble?
A: Aww....D: *dumps few lines of vuglarities* kthxbye. *grins*

Q: Choose his/her gf/bf instead of going out with you?
HAHA. Too bad lors, *wishes a faster breakup* NO LA. Life goes on anyways, as long it doesn't affect me :D

It's more as if a wish had really come true.

I think I get easily contended with very trivial stuffs. 

I mean...I still can't tame my excitement after hours knowing that dannychoo had added me in flickr.

I was like...man. Totally shocked. D: 

I understand many wouldn't understand why I'm feeling this way, after all, you would share the same excitement with me if you knew who Danny Choo is ^^

I'm still excited though. ^_^;

原来眼角看不到的地方另藏更广大的天空

今天改写华文好了！若哪里写错的话，得请大大的原谅！哈哈，今天的标题也是塔地铁的时候想出来的！

今天大概没睡好，搞得脾气七上八下的。但是总觉得老被人误会似的，当然会不爽啊。但是解释多了也几乎没什么用，所以就懒得狡辩还是干嘛的。我生活还是过得太谢意了一点~*笑*

明天可是个重要的日子啊，好多个礼拜的努力可别因为一个死人明天而荒废啊~*大哭*

ps.但是还是不知觉得看了一眼。*炸飞* 奉劝小朋友偷看被人的背影可是恶习啊，可别学会哦！*二次被炸飞*

Emotional

After a good long wait of almost a year now(no kidding), I finally get my hands on vol. 18 of Nana.

No wonder the slow update of Nana series, it turned out that the author is facing some illness and is nursing in the hospital. D: Gawd, hope she comes out fine.

vol.18 totally is just too sad, never mind the entangled relationship shared among the main and the sub characters(Takumi can burn in the depths of hell for all I care), I just feel a subtle sense of sorrow and despair intertwining throughout the whole book. It's just too sad to carry on.... ; w ;

Watching Anime at National Tv

Man, had it been ages since I last watched my animes at national tv. To hell with tv when you have the internet! *coughts* Anyways, I was switching over Art Central's channel after done watching one of my variety shows, and realised that D.gray Man was airing, so decided to watch it just for the sheer fun of it although I just cant be bothered to watch it ever since episode 18. LOL

Anyways, I was surprised how fast the anime's story went in compared as the manga(which I'm currently following) and as a fangirl, I'm so super pleased that my Kanda-sama is still kicking alive(still tsun as ever!), just knew it. In anime's physics, main characters can never die.  wakakakaka!

baww, enough of my fangirl's moment. It's back to project. x_x;

Guilty Pleasure

どても美味しいのアイスクリームです！いただきます!ｗｗｗｗｗｗｗ

Had a wonderful time today, although I was supposed to do some shooting with my lovely Figmas, but being tormented with exhaust, I gave up the thought of doing so and tuck them safely into my bag. :D

shall do some update on the flower festival and some what-have-you-s soon, since I need to do some touch-ups with the project. -_-;

Racking the brains

One of my favourite cosplayer, Jesuke-san! :D *points to Alto cosplayer*

shifting some stuffs over to my hard disk, and while this might take a while, I thought of writing of what happened today.

one slight relief of the day, we are just one step away(I hope) to completion from our nightmare-filled project which no doubt did, came back to haunt us during our unofficial presentation(thank Haruhi that this is just a trial, I couldn't shudder to think if the presentation is for real.)

Anyways, spending sleep-derived days on this damn-I-hope-this-ends-faster project was indeed worthwhile, if only the teacher's remarks could be trusted in the first place. One part of me was drowned in ultimate glee yet another, trying to not get contended with this instant awe-inspiring moment since this project ain't gonna end just yet. It's ironic, I know. LOL ;D

And after this nightmare reached its end(which is soon by the way), I'm gonna do something to my blogroll and paste a new banner for my blog.

And for now, I shall rack my tiny brain about implementing the design. Can I put this out successfully?well...only tomorrow knows :)

oh, I took Figma Lelouch *whatever-have-you name*out for the day, it's a hella long name so it's everyone's well-known Lulu for short.

And seeing the paint scrap and cracks found on Lulu's chest made my heart broke a little ; w ; sadly, I realised it a little too late and wasn't able to make an exchange at La Tendo. Ah wells, talk about luck. haha

Marco-shot. ^^;

Lulu, sadly and not surprisingly, was only recognized by 2 classmates of mine, and I deliberately flashed it towards my anime classmate just for the sake of allowing her to switch on her fangirl mode. Yet, before I could get my "Just As Planned" moment, she gave a shriek and looked more disgusted more than anything
-_-;

and geez! it's 10 plus now, shall watch Mythbusters before whacking the design stuffs. Today's the airing of 100th episode special, a must see!

ps: WHOOTS, ROCK ON, I learned so much purely from the 100th episode special alone, man, if only psychics and chemistry lessons were as entertaining as this in my secondary school education. =/

Adieus~

I get paranoid in such a dead hour. So, sue me

....especially when programs just doesnt work the way you wanted. Adds on to the anger.

and i did asked for help this time round, except that the kind help that rendered(i really appreciated, mind you) made me look dumb for that split second.

I was rather anticipating for some witty comment that goes along the lines like "oh look, your sql query is wrong and thus this is your linkage problem..." and the likes. but hell no, it didn't, it's much of the opposite!

Ah wells, I must be too paranoid right now. So, i need some sleep...4 more hours and I need to go for my next class.

In before whacking codes.

I wish I could sleep too now....; w ;

3 days more before the deadline ends and the part that i happened to be doing, which happened to be my most confident part, decided to fail on me today when we actually started to integrated the entire project together!

Oh, I'm just so lucky, I kid you not.*sarcasm intended* I'm turning weary with the monstrous lack of sleep and also annoyed the number of times the program refused to bear with the results I wanted, the bane of every programmers' life, I guess.

As long as this weeks ends, I'm so gonna do something to my sleep-derived life.

HOMG. ASTOUNDING CUTE.

lolwutz? did u just say it's Summer Wonfes Exclusive?!

maa ii ka~ all i have to do is just to tell myself it's a good thing that it didn't actually burn my wallet in buying this diabetic piece of awesome cute plastic *consoles self*

but looking from Mika-tan's burogu, Hatsune Nendoroid Winter Wonfes exclusive is just too cute to resist! *finger points finger* I would really drop it in my to-buy list if it aint exclusive at the first place!

AINT THEY CUTE!!!? T___T

*refrains from breaking a pool of tears*

and it comes along with a set of stickers with cute expression which you can use them to plaster on your faceless Hatsune Miku. Through Mika-tan's blog, you see that there are varied ways to put those stickers into good use in beauti- i mean cute-ify your accessories among you. lol

Ingenious Plan

...NOT



This is the view I get to see every time i used the com.

Can you spot the difference? Cookies on me to those who could ^_^

and lol, you bet the light bulb cant be used with obvious reasons XD

Thus, the devil whispers.

I can't stop playing Seikan Hikou, (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆  Deculture!

Reaching the bottleneck soon, not that I'm unwilling to ask, it's better to phase that I do not really know what I want to ask! Rather a horrifying thought to encounter at the near of completion.

CAN'T GIVE UP! OBSTACLES ARE HERE TO MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON! GO! GO! GO!
don't mind me, I just need some self-motivation. For currently, I'm on the verge to getting hysteric, albeit more on the the cranky side.

Let's get this over and done with! My current goal of the day! GO! GO! GO!

Guu~Not feeling very great about this. =|

For posterity's sake.

Just.This.Once

I shouldn't be held responsible should your eyes be burnt. I HAZ NO MONNIES FOR YOU if that is to happen!

Embrace the (ﾉゝ∀･)~キラ☆'s culture!

See you in the next Deculture!*zaps out*

Piping hot question.

I'm not going to entertain questions that concerns about my sexual preference anymore. It just irritates me to answer the same answer over and over again. Yes, I love my moe 2D girls, is there any wrong to that? It's not as if I'm committing some major offences and most of all(mmkay aside from*coughdownloadingcough*), I'm just pursing what my hobby's parameters allows me to, and of course in 3D, I opt for the opposite sex to be my partner. BUT, since there's no one available to do so, hence back I go, to my 2D dreamland.

Then again, I can't really blame those who asked though, after all, they are generally from a total different league from me. Which is to say, differences in interest. Of course, I have never intended to change their mind set they hold for their interests and insists them to have the same of as I do. They are what they are, and I embrace the fact they are so. Which explains the reason why I existed. Of course credits has to go to my mum and dad, but without you guys, I wouldn't shudder to think where I have ended up with. So, half the credits belonged to any single of you, my friend, the you who is reading this very sentence and not get turned off but what I written on the first paragraph. >_o

this is rather perplexing and contradicting statement I wish to state...but...ehh to...ehh to...
*coughiwishtodosomeindoorcosplaycough*

^^; those who know what I talking about, just keep it in your heart and pretend you see nothing, alright?

those who didn't catch what I'm referring to, why...that's good. I mean..really! ^^

Life is indeed short yo people, do what you want before you go 6 feet under, ya?

Myself ; Yourself

...and someone else. *lol, couldn't resist saying that*

Turning my speechless agony I hold for my project, I began to watch some anime and the title Myself ; Yourself flashed through my mind. So I was like.."why not?" and thus began yet another marathon to watch finish yet another school-life related series(School Days, anyone *grins*)

And whenever school-life series, aside from love harems, love triangles, and probably stalking(Sayonara Zetsbubou Sensei rings a bell, ya?) and the likes comes to mind, you see zillions and thousands sakura petals, be it blowing in the wind or falling harmlessly on some particular places.

Okay, I digressed a lot, so sorry. Erm yea, yes. Myself ; Yourself.

It's almost as typical as any school-life series, you will have this protangist, a transfer student who came back to his hometown after 5 years and "concidentally" landed in a class where again, "concidentally" his childhood friends are. Childhood friend A got tsun because protangist "concidentally" forgotten who she was and he got slapped just for that. Notice how many "concidentally"I have written for this paragraph alone. lol.

THEN AGAIN, despite it being "concidentally" a typical school-life series, I can never be tired of them for some reasons, in the case for Myself; Yourself, I find the scenaries in the anime very beautiful and that some scenes in the shows feels so close to your heart that as if something similar happened to you. Probably that's the reason why I loved about school-life genres.

I kinda have mixed feelings towards Aoi-chan's voice. Sometimes I liked her cuteness in her high pitched voice, sometimes I feel like stuffing her up cause her voice does resembles a slaughtered pig. oh bad noes, what am I thinking?! lol.

and lol, it's obvious that Nanaka will drop down her tsun mask and get dere dere with the protangist, no? haha.

Obstacles After Obstacles...

*cues zetsubou.gif*

And when I know how to do my part, here comes the part where we all love and hate : YES. YOU. VALIDATION!

orz.

....best thing is that we aren't allowed to use the validators from visual studios.

Great. Simply...too great.

Have....to....preserve...on....

I'm such a weeaboo. orz

Updating my own blog within school, surfing during break time and that lessons is about to start soon. =D
Found this interesting character test, and decided to try a couple of series. This is one of the results that I'm happy about. I'm so shallow, I kid you not.

涼宮ハルヒの憂鬱占い：jasmineさんの診断結果

性格
特に似ているキャラクターはありませんが、強いて挙げるとすれば長門有希ではないでしょうか。
あなたの長門有希度は19％です。

外見・ルックス
あなたの外見は涼宮ハルヒにとても近いですが、一方で長門有希的な要素も持ち合わせているようです。
あなたの涼宮ハルヒ度は98％、長門有希度は61％です。

相性
鶴屋さんを食事に誘って、おごってあげることで運気がアップ！
あなたと鶴屋さんとの相性は63％です。

And when it did say my name doesn't have any specific character that fits, only Nagato's personailty is the least close to mine , which I'm rather pleased about it..although I don't read too much books. As for looks, given that my current short hair and with glasses too(but no, my looks scares people, so that's the major difference) I still hold a close resemblance with Nagato with 61%

Can give a try here yo~

Hirano Aya : Turning into a Gravure Idol Soon?

Her smile is pretty irresistible huh?

Converted myself to Aya-sim ever since the 2006 which isn't really a surprise since Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu was a total great hit to the otaku fandom then. Being a causal anime fan that only bothers to watch what anime was shown on the national tv which happens to be Hellsing and Inuyasha(and now I reprimanded my classmate for wasting time on watching this filler-ish show. haha), Suzumiya was actually an introduction via from one of my forum friend(ah, good times, good times *nods like an old man*) being a greenhorn back then, curiosity to take in any kind of show was huge. So I watched this show without having much thoughts. While I find it interesting how personal and close how episode 0 be, it left quite a bitter taste for me to take, thus I dropped off this series and began to start watching Higurashi no naku koro ni.  I took it up again after seeing screenshots of the next episode and realized my own folly for missing a good show. I learnt the term 'tsundere' from there as well, btw.

I still prefer the past her. Looks more innocent and cute ^^;

Then after the series finally ended, I actually found her blog and would almost make time to watch her blog everytime since my nihongo is the fail then. But not now anymore, due to the critical lack of time and another main reason is that my passion for seiyuus had obviously subsided over the years. Hirano Aya, is undoubtedly one of pretty and an adorable seiyuu that you shouldn't miss(although I ponder why some over at 2chan hatred her because of trivial things) I was so obsessed with her back then, that I actually ordered one of her how do you actually name this thing...photo book? I was so excited when people at my local kino called me to infrom me that her "Stairways to 20" photobook is ready for collection. Despite all these hype, I actually clean forgotten this photo book's existence not unit one day I went to clean my room. ^^;

Aya-hime. LOL

Till now, I'm still a follower of Aya but not so intense back like those days. She definitely changed a lot, be it in her looks or even her voice acting skills, most importantly she no longer talks in a fake cute tone which I can't, for some reason, stand her for doing so. I liked how she actually talks in shows she's in now, gives off a very mature aura, kinda liked it. ^^; With that, she seems to be on the route of being an gravure idol(with those pictures where she wear with the bikini and the likes) although she still insisted to be identified as a seiyuu more than an idol. But meh, guess everything changes when you reached 20 eh?

I think what I really liked about her is how she portray her side of adolescence.

 

Ain't she cute? HAHAHA

oh by the way, I didn't realised she was actually in Macross Frontier as well. Got rather shocked when I saw her name at the rolling credits. LOL.