what the...

and the cold war begins...before it starts to take its toll...there's definitely things that i need to pump in to clarify just what's the facts and what's not....i may not be directly involved...so..these are some of my two cents worth thoughts....kaos...an eq-low person like me got involved in such an childish friendship politics...if im a violent person...i might be spewing vulgarities every minute i think of this stupidity actions over and over again...damm

FIRST...in the very beginning, he greeted us with that long straight face already in the early morning...fresh as the morning can be...ended up destroyed, thanks to his face...we din do anything...i swear with my own name...we din do anything to offend him or things that made him feel this way...his abnormal actions doesn't bother me much not after cf's initiative to talk to him...he shrug her off with a "you go lar!" and obviously not appreciating her kindness of reminding him to go for maths lessons...it was like...what the...has cf done anything to you or what?

fine...i might be misinterpreting...aside from that..in the very beginning he walked off for pe and not as usual as to wait for us to go....i have not a single idea what made him do so...and im definitely demanding an explanation after everything has been cooled down and can be deal with...

Things just get weirder each minute...now comes after recess...he din went to the canteen...he stayed backed in the classroom and do something else or talking to classmates...i dun know...and i dun wanna know...when the classmate walked off....he started to break the cold war by pretending to ask for homework and stuffs...i din even blink at all...i dun wanna respond to him...since he loves to ignore us in the first place...why bother to talk? no one's gonna call u a mute if u dun talk...im might be the one who's ignoring his speech[i know he wanna engage some conversation to ensure we aren't angry...and i thought for a little while...actually....he din offend me...i din too...why im the one feeling furious all over? i shouldnt be doing that...but then again...hatred accumulated during the years had already made its foundation and perhaps i might be using this as an excuse and continues to ignore him]

and next....after school...i was using half-running speed to get buy some food and when i saw him passing the same route as im going...instinctively...i strode the other route and gives an obvious sign" i dun wanna see you"....maybe im a little evil doing such action...but...cant be helped...my legs didnt listen to me at that point of time....

almost finished with my meal...i started to get curious about where he might be sitting alone....my eyes scanned the canteen until i saw a familiar back..to my surprise...he's sitting besides cf and hh! i thought maybe they patched things up and u know...we will patched things up by tomorrow...it's kinda difficult to part with this "new condition"....just hope it might drag a bit longer...but oh well...i accept the fate then...if he's willing...why not?

but i was proven wrong...for i thought things will get fine at the next morning...things got the opposite that i wished them to...cf's complaining what happened on yesterday incident...and yeah...all was back to what it was...once again....

perhaps..he's ready to sever ties with us...so will we...it's hard to part though...but if he's thinking that we will be weak without his presence...then..that's where he goes wrong...we will be fine even he's not around...so...we arent that weak he imagined us to be...bleahs!