midsummer night's dreams...

"yume ni yume ni iru"[in the dream of a dream]-part of lyrics of Kagerou...new xxxholic Ed by Buck-tick[same singer for the OP of trinity blood"
i loved this song to death...i loved the way how metalic the melody sounds..i loved the way mokona and the 2 girls danced wildly in the clip too...and also..what really appeals me is the lyrics...midsummer night dreams~
kakas...which is the same im feeling right now...trapped in a dream of the dream...oblivious of what's happening around me...i feel like doing that though...but to my surprise...it's the opposite...instead im struck in a nightmare of a nightmare...im aware of everything around me...everything looked so pointed that ur hands just bleed profusely when you touched it even when accidentally...
this few days, im getting darn agitated..anything..even just one small passing remark will flare me up easily....i dun understand what had made me feel this way...im just getting sick about all the surrounding happenings..im sick of everything...and i mean every.single.thing. to u...it may seems just a little comment...but u will never know how much u hurt me just by saying that few words....im petty, am i? should i start to smash the windows and crash the tables to show how angry i am? i duno what;s happening around me...and this is getting frustrated...angry with what i have done...angry with myself being so easily agigated...rage just dominate my whole mind now...the more i talk about..the more i feel the fury....i dun wanna talk, dun wanna react...last, i dun even want to move...

just finished reading Ouran book 8...whoot! new character is poping out again!! hahas...not all evil-looking are evil at heart....like what a cliche says..."Looks can be deceiving" i agree this time..that new character doesnt poses a threat to the host club, however...he clings onto them...more onto Haruhi rather...hahas...Haruhi...u sure have lotas things to look out for....if only i can get to be invovled in some wacko twins, one doting "Papa" and another calculative mate, a cool dude plus a lovely sweet-lover...haha...but reality wont allow me to have all these...well..too bad =p but having imaginations of such a view wont hurts, right? =p

Nya!! i missed Tsukuyomi -Moon Phase- again...Hazuki is going to make me her servant soon~=p oppsy, Hazuki...im really am very tired and dun even have time to watch ur show anymore...but rest assured...i will watch when i have the time to do so! do understand m(_ _)m!! miao~

Bleach is going have its debut on e-city soon! arr...finally the famous Bleach! been wanting to watch the show nong nong ago...but just couldnt fork out enough time to do so...kya!! i haven even finished watching Mai-Otome yet!! ARR!!!!! gomen~ Orz....