unknown san no yuuutsu [tsk, not catchy at all]
unknown -san walked out her house, with no confidence left anymore...Today's the day, whether i survive all these or flunk them all, was the only thought ringing in her head. She recalled her friends' hurtful words cutting through her heart like spears, she struggled to prove something worthily about her, but to no avail. Her friends hurtful words still persisted on, refused to go away.
Junk? I must be one, she thought as she was on her way to school. Negative thoughts just keep flooding her mind and causing her to lose her concentration on her revision for her exam at such an important day. She struggled to shake such thoughts. "Relax..." was the first word breathed out of her mouth, "even I'm that worthless...." she whispered through the wind. unknown-san had friends surrounded her, and yet her friend that she knew for 10 long years looked down on her just because of her bad results. What are friends for? she thought with a smirk as she held tightly a good luck charm given by someone she happened to chat online...
The fantasy world she embraced seems to be less painful for her to take, coming out of reality is a torment for her...she could not make friends due to her introvertedness and eccentric attitude...befriending them had never been an easy task for her, for she often destroy opportunities with her eccentric attitude...pathetic was the only vocabulary to describe her...
She came to school in a bright morning, a group of schoolmates she happened to know was in the canteen disccusing topics that might be comming out at today's paper...their laughter echoed the whole canteen as the canteen was 3/4 empty...How i wish i could join in the disscusion too, she thought as she put down the food she ordered on the table. She felt cold, not because the coldness of the morning, or rather the feeling of loneliness...if i were...no, she interuppted her negative thoughts as she does not want such act to stir her feelings and affect the paper for the day, she mangaed to calm herself down till her friend she arranged to meet came.
she studied as if she never studied before, she obviously knew that it's more than enough as she had already revised the topics well and she thought that it was enough for her to take in. Headaches do come occassionally, but she bear with it as she know she had to try her best no matter what...added on with her friend pressing her to do more, she felt more motivated and felt happy as someone is carring for her...
the paper came off to be easier as she expected, thanks to her friend and the lucky charm...she doesnt want to disappoint them...
Hikari no Rasenritsu, a nice song.
Junk? I must be one, she thought as she was on her way to school. Negative thoughts just keep flooding her mind and causing her to lose her concentration on her revision for her exam at such an important day. She struggled to shake such thoughts. "Relax..." was the first word breathed out of her mouth, "even I'm that worthless...." she whispered through the wind. unknown-san had friends surrounded her, and yet her friend that she knew for 10 long years looked down on her just because of her bad results. What are friends for? she thought with a smirk as she held tightly a good luck charm given by someone she happened to chat online...
The fantasy world she embraced seems to be less painful for her to take, coming out of reality is a torment for her...she could not make friends due to her introvertedness and eccentric attitude...befriending them had never been an easy task for her, for she often destroy opportunities with her eccentric attitude...pathetic was the only vocabulary to describe her...
She came to school in a bright morning, a group of schoolmates she happened to know was in the canteen disccusing topics that might be comming out at today's paper...their laughter echoed the whole canteen as the canteen was 3/4 empty...How i wish i could join in the disscusion too, she thought as she put down the food she ordered on the table. She felt cold, not because the coldness of the morning, or rather the feeling of loneliness...if i were...no, she interuppted her negative thoughts as she does not want such act to stir her feelings and affect the paper for the day, she mangaed to calm herself down till her friend she arranged to meet came.
she studied as if she never studied before, she obviously knew that it's more than enough as she had already revised the topics well and she thought that it was enough for her to take in. Headaches do come occassionally, but she bear with it as she know she had to try her best no matter what...added on with her friend pressing her to do more, she felt more motivated and felt happy as someone is carring for her...
the paper came off to be easier as she expected, thanks to her friend and the lucky charm...she doesnt want to disappoint them...
Hikari no Rasenritsu, a nice song.
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