夢の中に : In the middle of my dreams...

Lucky draws. who had never had them before?

past 16 years known to me, i had hardly won anything in lucky draws, thus, i thought out of a analogy : good things never happened to me.

saying "never" might seems a little hard at the usage of this word here, but i really thought of this way....good things never did came my way once.

but thinking back again, i seems to be on the selfish tone, cause if that;really stands true, my family, my friends, arent they "good things" bestowed by Fate, to me? Love from my parents, a word of care from friends when u needed them....arent they good things?

ar. i got some self-enlightment here. LOL

ps. yes, it got to do with me, the reason of me posting here...but i dun really want anyone to figure out...so....^^;;

[inner voice : then what's the freaking use of writing here? LOL.]