1 litre of tears

1 litre of tears - as the title suggests.

meh. but i din really cry...but u can really feel the cringe and see and somehow feel how does it feels to be a disabled person...the awful comments passed nonchalantly by upon u being seen by walking passer-bys...you and your friends been forced to step in classroom at a much later time cause your friends need to help the disabled you to walk up the stairs slowly one step at a time....

thru the perspective of a disabled person, u began to scope into a different world. a fifteen year old teenager's small world that supposed to be decorated with the activeness of CCA and the joy of making new friends, making new bonds every new year. able to talk, walk, write like normal person......

unfortunately, Aya Ikeuchi who suffered from Spinocerebellar Degeneration had lost all those abilities slowly ever since she's a 15. This terminal illness is a generic disorder which makes u unable to talk, walk nor write normally. it's a slow and cruel process to die...

all i want to say is....i will try to live my life to the fullest because i never know when will strange terminal illness will hit into me and before i knew it, i might be walking into my end of life.

i dun want to live my life with regrets, im sure everyone feels the same too, dun wish to leave something behind since they will never return anymore.

although that might take a while for me to "live my life as the fullest" but i will try, one step at a time.....till the point i will never return.

dun worry. im still alive, undefeated by the illness monster, yet. ^^