夢の中に : In the middle of my dreams...

bought Lucky Star volume 2 and 1 litre of tears vcd.





gawd. do i really like to pamper myself ever since i got my salary...lawl.





not a good thing...big spender like me have to be cautious...but sometimes...u couldnt help but....yea...buy something that u dun really need.





but that's pampering is all about, desho? ;3





I never ever regret buying Lucky Star even though that's gonna pose a major spoiler for me, who just watched episode 1 both subs and raw repeatedly...lawl. still waiting episode 2, it's gonna be a long wait since my Tertiary education is starting in....2 days time? lols.





and whoots!!! im starting my Jap lessons next tuesday! oh my gawd...prepare to see me gibbering moonspeak till then. ~ _ ~l not that everyone loves to see that side of me, right right?

a lot of thoughts have been swirling in my tiny mind lately, probably the doings of 1 litre of tears. it made a huge impact on me...and now i cant help but to feel emo when i see the rain[it had been always raining almost everyday...cant the rain just let the sun to show its warmness to singapore for once?] and disabled people.

watching one litre of tears...really is painful. it's beyond the usage of my limited vocab to describe how in pain u will feel in the show...so..better watch it..well for me...im definetly gonna watch it the 2nd time..when i have much more time on my hands...hahas

when i was serving the customers, suddenly 2 man dashed through the alleyway and actually hit onto the toddler who was still duno what was going around him as he fell, sitting on the floor, as if nothing happened.

but what was strange was, i was expecting these 2 men to at least apologize to the mum for their rashness...but they din, and yet they continued their "playing" and ran off soon after that. of course, the mother of that particular toddler was in rage...but she sorta forgotten the thing once she left my area[bwahaha...im a platoon member of Tandoor~ ^^v]



it was then it came to my mind that these 2 arent normal people, or rather, having mentality problems. Aya just flashed through my mind. 1 litre of tears really can have the power to change the mindsets of people to disabled/ mentality-handicapped people. i cant say for sure that i understand them, but im trying...hoping one day i can help them in some way or another. and then, i din really blame these 2 for not saying sorry...and yet is rather...they dun know they have to say that.



I thought i was never alive, till the strong, sharp sunlight nearly blinded my eyes and when the heat enveloped in my body, then i realised...im still alive.



and i really cried at 1 litre of tears finale....it wasnt because Aya-chan actually died...or rather..it's the aftermath that made me touched and made me cry....but it wasnt enough to certify as 1 litre of tears...probably 0.000000005 litre is much more like it.



"Uso." =p