i ponder.....

sometimes...[no, most of the times, or rather.] i find that im real insensitive.

why?

im now somehow, or another, just simply dont care. i knew the reason what actually made her reacted that way...i mean her attitude towards things, due to her family background. not that she is too poor or what, but family problems. not only did i not develop a sense of understanding into this matter, i find her rather irritating. o teh joy, can someone eventually have an answer to why do i have it this way?

is it because, of the perfect endings often enjoyed in animes or jdramas blurred my sense of compassion/understanding to the cold reality? or am i just making, again, another runaway?

._. emo again. LOL....sometimes i just got struck into all these dilemma that i really cant react to. just a thought that flashed thru my mind...sigh.