albeit confused @_@

sometimes i wonder, why would i choose to avoid you whenever i sensed that you are coming?

but the feeling is about to fade, and i always knew it.

and argh. im sorta annoyed by the fact when people started to make comments like "like in anime style, anime characters wont die so easily de, so u also wont die so easily de"
- when i was ridding on the bike.

probably u might take it as a joke, but to me, it sounds more like a sarcasm.
And i think, probably this is the impression that i left in front of others that made such a response bah.

hah, that probably proves how dumb i had been in front of others.

and not being truthful at that.
pfffttttt.