When coding is important than anything

thinking back, i haven been catching of any anime lately, no thanks to my java project. it's such a (insert suitable phase here) to complete this entire project. Im just like a nail waiting to be screwed up, no, seriously.

firstly, i realized no matter how much i have been coding through past semester, now, none can even go through my head anymore. not even get and set methods.

Tell me aint i worse off in any ways? it's as if i knew nothing and seems to be handicapped with coding itself.

I'm gonna be a Year 2 soon, and should this continue when im taking to C# next year, i wonder. Could this be the end? Am i supposedly gonna end up like one of my classmate who will be quiting school next year?

Fear enveloped in me, im clueless what i should do now.


ps: My youngest sister's handphone got stolen serveral days ago, although the phone itself doesnt worth much, and i too wonder who's that retard who even wants such phone model(oh wait, some people are total retards. guess i shall leave it that way) thus not much loss we actually suffered.

Here's the joke, this particular retard(he/she totally fits this title to a T, really) ACTUALLY sms-ed to my mum's phone and has that cheek to ask "hu u?"

FUKKEN JOKE OF THE DAY MAN.

i see no hell reason why that person even bothered to sms back despite he/she had stolen the phone....i mean...does this person even have brains? I never encountered such a person or even know thieves will even bother to sms back to the victim. Just in what way does he/she not to be a retard?

im pretty pissed off today, my feelings are kinda mixed up actually. Thus today post's is kinda bipolar, im depressed and also is laughing my head off cause of that retard.

and oh, i, together with na jie and company went to Chester's house today, mwaha. His house is pretty windy compared to mine..and he has a wonderful scenery outside of his house * x *o and not forgetting the delicious bread his mum made for us.