heh.

is this Paradise first, or was it Hell?

nothing much to say for the time being, im being teh emo for now.

for once i thought.....just once spilt second i thought, everything will be gone with the wind.
nothing will be the same as it has been before....
tell me, fate...or God, or somebody, is this what u called as someone has "grown up"?
it's really hard to think what's right and what's wrong...
is this the fact that im gonna accept even when i become an adult?
tomorrow just turns more drastic...and more drastic...
however, it's like getting nearer to the truth of what's going on...
i feel much more relieved...and is like letting off what i used to grab strongly on...
the feeling is like being released suddenly from a heavy boulder.
i used to cringe on the past and now im willing to let go
nothing shall affect me for this moment onwards.
strive on, i know there's a beautiful tomorrow once everything ceases and back to normal.
that's what i believed.

geez, Waltz really is a darn emo song. for some reasons, emo songs can drive myself into being a more truthful self...so it's a good thing bah...i guess ^^"

hai, back to my PS2 Star Ocean 3 dreamy island. :3